I'm supposed to be working on a paper for Biostatistics, but I can't seem to keep focus.  Everyday seems to bring new garbage set ablaze and strewn about before my feet.  You can't just leap over hot flaming garbage, mind you.  There's no easy way around it when it's too close, nevermind the toxicity of the fumes.  Maybe I need to slow down with my ( Read more... )

For the first time in over 20 years, I am completely alone.

It's terrifying, really.  I'm not sure how to be.  For so long, I was censored, decisions were made for me, and now...so much autonomy.  I don't know where to begin.

I moved out and ran away to the desert.  Not ran away like so many times in my youth, this time it was a necessary flee ( Read more... )

My wedding band came off for the last time today. Ceremoniously removed by the one who placed it there from the start.  And although the ritual felt intimate, it gave us both a sense of finality we had been overdue for.

I fell in love hard and fast back then.  She was everything, and the only thing I wanted for a very long time.  Once I had her, I ( Read more... )

Where has the time gone?  And really, who knew this place still existed, am I right?

I look back through this journal and there is so much...to cringe about.  I realize most of us are pretty melodramatic in our early twenties, caught between high school and adulthood, not knowing how or where to fit.  But man, there was some staunch delusions of ( Read more... )

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Well, I haven't been here in awhile...Guess I should start paying attention to my sad little journal again. So...what have I been doing over the last 16 weeks? Well, not much, actually ( Read more... )

First and foremost, my apologies to anyone who actually used to read my journal for finding myself MIA. I didn't mean for it to happen, but, well ( Read more... )

I'm heading in to week five of overtime. For the last month, I've been working six days a week and twelve hour days. I think I may go insane. On the bright side, I did get a promotion. Not too bad. This makes four in the year I've been with the company. Guess I could be doing worse ( Read more... )

So busy. Haven't been online. Haven't really gone out. Haven't done much of anything, really ( Read more... )