loose leaves.

[lefttandleaving]

"we're all too busy working, entertaining ourselves. 40 hours, television and prescription pills. well i take two a day, to make my brain behave. it never does, but who's to say, at least my doctor gets paid

Comments

[justapaperdoll]

ryan kiddo.. don't slip away..
whenever i see you these days you always look quite content..
i hope you really are and you are not just hiding how you really feel.
<33
veronica

[nineinchednails]

not to get all heartfelt on livejournal but.

i still like to pretend i see the glamour in it, i still like to pretend it makes me feel better, and as much as i hate it, i can't leave it behind. there's one feeling of truth that comes from the glamour of cocaine. its how empty it makes you become. and as much as i know i'm empty, i can't leave it. and i know you know that about cocaine.

ryan, you have been placed somewhere - you have talked about wanting to be for so long. you won't fully slip, as long as you allow yourself not to. so don't, because its alot harder to build things good again, compared to how easy it is to sulk, and fuck things up.

heart.

[lefttandleaving]

well said christina.

[killahkillahdie]

this is funny.
i just got a call from the drug dealer and i was about to throw away 50 bucks on 'glamour'
your post came at the right time.

[lefttandleaving]

let's not get started on drugdealers. haha like the ones who come by my house while im at summer school and freak my mom out :)

[stoleneyeliner]

you make me happy too.

[trentts_life]

nigga you need to call me now.