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-operation ivy-
Never had a reason for the attack
It's impulsive and insane
When I wanna talk sense to you
It's like spitting back at rain
I've come to know that when i first saw you
I should have ran away
I've kicked myself a thousand times
But now its too late
Yelling in my ear you try to control me
You look but you don't see
Yelling in my ear
You got a big mouth are you ever gonna get a clue
Youre loud obnoxious when youre gone I still hear you
Always spewing shit with you irritating voice
I dont wanna listen but I got no choice
Quit acting like youre nuts, just shut the hell up
thats basically whats goin on right now. my mom threatening to send me to military school if i fail my finals, which i did. basically i know she wont do shit because she knows that no matter what she does to me i wont break. i mean shes so frustrated with me because she can ground me, and she can take away everything, but she cant get me down and i think i like it that way. i mean im sorry im such a dissapointment because im not the most social kid, i dont do good in school, but maybe if you'd take a second to get to know me instead of trying to make me into someone im not than you'd learn something. i dont want to be such a dissapointment, but there's nothing esle that i can be. i jst wish she would fuck off and let me be a failure and "work at mcdonalds", because to tell you the truth, i dont give a fuck. i dont even see myself living that long right now. i mean i know im not gunna work at fast food, but i dont expect to get the highest paying job, and if i get married, my wife isnt gunna be a spoiled bitch. news check mom, not every person has to make more than 50$ an hour to pay for your fucking jewelry, why dont you stop fucking wasting money and give it to people that need it. im jsut really content that ive got her. without her, i wouldnt have the embodyment of all i hate in people. and im glad that im nothing like her. and i'll end this on that note.