it's sunday morning. I went to see bonnie and the boys again yesterday, I love seeing her because we always laugh our asses off the entire day. the boys wore their dickies shirts again and this time no one puked! but they were seriously into throwing things, so when we went to the food court at the mall, colin threw his juice and the cup broke and ( Read more... )

monday night, I got to see bonnie and the boys today. it was a good time, I bought them cute dickies shirts but colin puked on his before we could show it off. we went to harvard and didn't run into anyone, which was fortunate but disappointing at the same time. I've been feeling so low lately, lonely I guess, lack of friends. totally rejected. I ( Read more... )

TGIF.... of course that doesn't mean much when I haven't been working at all. this week has been really laid back and relaxing, my grandmother is visiting from florida which is fun. but she is sleeping in my bedroom, which leaves me up in my sisters shithole (sorry lauren, but it's true). lauren just graduated school and has been sending home boxes ( Read more... )

I've become horrible at updating, maybe because everytime I sit in front of a computer and try to collect my thoughts and what has been going on in my life, I get frazzled and upset at how confusing everything is right now. I moved home to lexington today. my parents came up friday to help me pack up the apartment and we just got back about an hour ( Read more... )

I'm still in ithaca, almost four weeks and still have no friends/nothing to do. that plus joel never coming to visit, not calling me in over a week and ignoring all my phone calls/e-mails has been making me feel really shitty. I don't even really know what happened. there were some issues with my parents but I thought we could get past it, he ( Read more... )

sorry I have been neglecting to update my journal. my apartment has wireless internet and for some reason I have no issues using AIM but can't access internet explorer! it sucks, I can't check my e-mail. but I guess it's okay because I spend lots of time at lauren's apartment and her internet works just fine. ithaca is beautiful, it has such a ( Read more... )

I just got home from leominster. I can't believe I won't see joel for at least three weeks, I miss him so much already. whenever I think about it I want to cry, so I'm trying to think about other things, like the long-ass drive tomorrow and all the shit I know I am forgetting to pack. not to mention going crazy over finding a job, the two ( Read more... )

I got to see joel last night, it sucks knowing these are the last few days I get to spend with him for awhile. I know he's coming to visit me in ithaca but that's still three weeks away and I'm going to miss him so much. I miss him now even when I know I'll see him tonight. goddamn stupid infatuation ( Read more... )

I had a great time yesterday, went to cambridge with the gabe and then hit up the mall with my cousin sarah. lots of fun was had and lots of money was spent! we did a little shopping, I even ran into casper, one of my harvard friends. I'm trying to spend this week seeing everyone, I especially want to spend a lot of time with joel but he works ( Read more... )

I had such a great time in plymouth, how cute were the pictures of the pony? I loved her. I ended up staying until around 7PM on saturday night, we had a BBQ with the family and a few of kendra's friends. I left before birthday cake because I wanted to leave before it got dark, I made record time and got home in about 50 minutes! I'm so happy I got ( Read more... )