I don't know how I feel about the idea that one more year of my life has gone by and I feel like I've accomplished so little of what I saw for myself by now. But then at the same time, I feel very content and happy with the person who I am, and I feel like I've come a long way from my 13 year old self, or for that matter my 16 or 17 year old self.
I understand that feeling. I can't beleive where I am right now. I'm happy with it, I like it. But I thought it would be so different. And I can't let go of the ideal I set forward.
P.S. I miss you, and tell Colleen I *will* call her backriseballMay 3 2006, 22:29:43 UTC
I know what you mean. College goes by really fast, maybe especially here since we are on a quarter system. But things change so much, which is part of what makes it so exciting, but also can be overwhelming. Just when you settle into something you have really come to like, the year is over and you don't know what to expect next year. You don't know who you'll be living by or who the professors are you are taking classes from or what. And you only have three more of these years that just went by so quickly? College is supposed to be when you figure out yourself the most, and you don't see when that is going to happen exactly, even though it kind of is . . .
I'm getting vague, but I know what you're feeling. I feel like we are all starting to feel this way right now. Hmmmmm.
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I understand that feeling. I can't beleive where I am right now. I'm happy with it, I like it. But I thought it would be so different. And I can't let go of the ideal I set forward.
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I'm getting vague, but I know what you're feeling. I feel like we are all starting to feel this way right now. Hmmmmm.
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