well i was supposed to to fast tuesday tonight but it didnt turn out as i thought it would. e dizzle invited me and i was waitin on a phonecall from someone but never came. its cool and all..i just hate makin plans and it all fall to shit. maybe they dont want me around and stuff. ill understand if they told me. nah im not makin them out to be the ( Read more... )

well the show went alright i guess...the cops came but that shit happens alot. hmm...i havent really talked to any of my peeps lately. wonder whats goin on. but yea. fat tuesday is tomorrow and i dont have noone to go with. im supposed to be goin with mike dub,jeff,sam,e dizzle,nicole, and brittany, but havent heard anything yet. i might just go by ( Read more... )

im so excited about the show. i know its not goin to be that big or whateva but its just a good oppurtunity to do some drugs safe at home with some friends. Jeff(guitar player or AGE OF METALENCE) he posted my show on mobilesucks...which was very stupid cause noone knows me and shit, plus its just a hangout thing. All i got was rude comments. im ( Read more... )

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im just to the point right now where i just wanna give up on some things. the things that i think that are helpin me out but their not. i dunno. i cant explain what im feelin right now. everythings not goin as planned right now, which i know that happens alot but this is to the point where its fukin ridiculous. but yea on my last entry i was goin ( Read more... )

ok everybody...i know i sounded like i was makin majorkine look like pussys on my last entry but i wasnt. i didnt mean to make it out to be that way. Sorry E DIZZLE, but if you want to think that way..fine by me. do me a favor people, dont think bad of me cause i was a lil mad for them not wanting to play, but its the truth and this is my fukin ( Read more... )

hello all. ugh...so bored!!! my car isnt fixed yet and that sux really fukin bad. its probably goin to be a while before it gets fixed. well... not much has happened since yesterday. just been sittin at home tweakin with the computer and shit like that. i know i live in mobile and all but theres still not shit to do out here. i miss saraland so ( Read more... )

hey you guys...*sighs*...i just woke up not too long ago, last night was pretty interesting. i got my friend cari to drop me off at my friend mikes house cause everybody sounded like they were havin a good time over there. but then when i walked in everybody was fukin arguing and gettin pissed off, the usual drunk mode. but it made me have second ( Read more... )

well.....so so so unpredictable. i dont know what im feelin right now. they guy i was talkin about in my last entry, found out. it was because of my own stupidity. i told his best friend which was really fukin stupid of me. cause i didnt want it all out so soon. but im not mad at you e dizzle...i love you still....your a really good friend to have ( Read more... )

anther pitiful day. i dont know what to do with myself anymore...the guy im dating now is really gettin on my nerves,i wouldnt call him my boyfriend but he seems to think that way. i dont know how to break it off with him. i really wanna tell him he's fukin boring, but hes the sensitive kind. i dunno.... I have someone else in mind, ive been likin ( Read more... )