so, i have two weeks left at samaritan. it's got me really depressed. first off, i never thought i would make it to this point. i just came down here to meet brian. now i don't know what to do. i wish i would have just done my 28 days and left so i wouldn't get attached to living here. i didn't expect things to go this well for me. i have a good ( Read more... )

i may talk shit all day but i love my job. i really do. and about damn time let me tell ya. apparently it's let all of your exboyfriends back into your life week. but the one i'm feeling the most, daniel wyatt. :)

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well... tonight was amazing. brian texted me and asked if i was going to a meeting. i said i was and he asked if i was bringing anyone with me. i said i didn't know but he then told me not to bring anyone. first thing he said when he got in the car was that jessica and him were having problems and that she was moving back home. i wasn't surprised. ( Read more... )

i had a dream. where it was just me and you. you were finally leaving and nothing else mattered. i held you. i was scared so i kissed you. it was so beautiful even if it wasn't real. i'm going to miss you so much. i don't regret a thing that happened between us and i would do anything for you. remember me please ( Read more... )

yeah, you are beautiful but you don't mean a thing to me ( Read more... )

i thought i'd never have to say this again. but i don't know how to feel about anything anymore. i hate my job. they put me on a new line and i hate it. i got strep and lost my voice. and everyone would still try to talk to me. i'm just like i'm sick please don't make me say anything unless i absolutely have to answer you. i worked for 3 days ( Read more... )

i quit my job at the hotel. it sucked. i felt really bad to do that to my employer but if i kept purposely putting that stress on me i was going to relapse. yesterday i had about 3 panic attacks and was this close to saying fuckitall and walking out. but while all of that was going on standard candy company called and said i had a job. but i turned ( Read more... )

at this moment i want to go home. i hate being here when all i think about is brian. seeing him all over jessica makes me damn sick. they started kissing in the car and i just felt like boiling over. i came in and went off on kurt for something that was getting on my nerves but i blew it out of complete proportion. i cussed him out like crazy. but ( Read more... )

my first day of work was okay. i was supposed to stay for 6 hours but ended up staying for 8. i do like it though. i stay busy constantly. it's definitely not a job for a girl but i think i'll get the hang of it soon enough ( Read more... )

you're a bitch. i mean that in the nicest, faggiest way possible. it's cool though. please don't come to me complaining about that shit again. i'm tired of hearing about it.

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