An unequal exchange of emotions

[legato86]

To say that I've been fairly unstable in the run up too, and weeks following Christmas is fairly apparent to me, but maybe not to LJ since I've not been posting. Mainly because I didn't / don't want to look back at it, constant repetition, in both my life and actions, specifically making the same mistakes.

I went to Weston super mare and Bristol

Comments

[jonjonxd]

Glad to hear from you!

Sorry to hear that things aren't going too well :/

[legato86]

Thanks Jon, on the bright side I got £60 of Naruto manga back. The downside is I cant get her out of my head and I know she's gonna end up hurting me again.

I've left out tonnes of shit that's happened over the last month or so but can't find the time to post it, nor the motivation at the moment. Hope all is well with you, I'll catch up on your journal at some point

I didn't even finish this post, just realised the title makes no sense.

Essentially Stacy is using me as an outlet for mild affection, where I'm doing my usual obsessive mind consuming thing of thinking about her every second of every day.

[artonic]

It's not my business, but I would say don't get involved with that girl again. :( If she has the potential to do something shitty to you like she did last time, then she's capable of doing it again. Most people won't change. There are some exceptions, sure, and maybe she's an exception, but I just wouldn't want to see you get hurt again. :/