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im really excited to see ben kweller tomorrow night. out of my ming excited.
i really want to see the movie marie antoinette, but i dont know who i could see it with.
this weekend is going to be very cool, i hope i dont feel out of place being there
i miss everyone. even people i see all the time.
i wish something would happen with my love life. im getting sick of being alone all the time and watching my sister and francis develop their relationship
i feel like there isnt really anyone i can talk to, because people cut me off or change the subject just as im feeling comfortable to open up.
i dont know what to be for halloween
i have a lot of work to do. and i dont see it getting done soon
i dont know if i should take a shower tomorrow morning/afternoon/PRE BK
i am not pleased with project runway results
i missed lost tonight
i just feel lonely even though i have friends here. i feel like nothing ever turns out the way i plan it in my mind. it feels like college is going by so quickly and i dont want to wait two years (like i did in high school) to really have t his wonderful time and meet a ton of new people. but at the same time, i'm so resistant to reaching out and making the effort to get involved and make new friends. i guess im afraid of losing contact with my old friends who are just so wonderful and dear to me.