I am over this whole AP World History thing. There is no way I am going to get a 3 on the exam so I have pretty much given up. I feel 100% UNprepared for it and I know I'm not the only one. I can't wait until the exam is over. I feel like this class has been such a burden all year and Wednesday at 4 o'clock it will be over!! WOO!! I'm going to have ( Read more... )

I don't know what is happening. Everything is a blur. I feel alone.

I hate this feeling. Talk to me. Help me.

Well, I made it. I really didn't think I would but I survived another week ( Read more... )

I had an awesome day until the ride home, but we aren't talking about that. I got to hang out with Eamon a su casa en Boca Raton. He showed me what is on the driving test so I can pass it on Friday. We hung out at his house, cleaned his room and then went to Scott's house for a par-tay! I had an awesome time! It was great to be with Eamon today, I ( Read more... )

I hate everything that is going on right now. I don't even want to speak to them.

There is only one person that makes things better.

:'(

I just want to be with you. There, here, anywhere.

I'm such a horrible person, daughter, girlfriend. I can't do anything right.

I'm selfish, upset and crying. Bad combination.

Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday have been three pretty cool days. Each day brought something that I was looking forward too but now all of that is gone. Tomorrow I am looking forward to my date with Eamon. HA! I can call it that now! He asked me out today...lol ( Read more... )

I had an AWESOME day today! Too many funny things happened to describe it. I went to the Film Festival with Eamon and then hung out during 7th. WOO! So much fun. Tomorrow should be awesome as well...sixteen...that's crazy. Looking forward to tomorrow...

I can't say that I had a good week. That would be lying and for those of you who were with me, you know I wasn't in a chipper mood. I feel like this past week went on forever. It was a week that I never want to experience again but at the same time, I'm happy that I had to go through it. Being in that situation put a lot into perspective. Made me ( Read more... )

He was right. Apathy hurts more than anything.

I've tried. I don't know what else I can do.

I want things to be better. I want to help.

He won't let me.