first day in the fitting room. at least one area of my life is less stressful. can't believe i have a whole year left of this bullshit. i don't want to live like this anymore :'(

tonight i have to write about my oldest dearest friend. i know this might make you blush, so sorry in advance haha.

We all have something that digs at us,
At least we dig each other
So when weakness turns my ego up
I know you'll count on the me from yesterday
If I turn into another
Dig me up from under what is covering
The better part of me
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I had a really really nice night with Stephanie last night. she came over cause i was staying at Homestead by myself last night. She brought tea and we watched season one of Sex and the City. She ended up staying over till 4AM! We just talked and talked about everything. I feel really sad that she is moving away with her (awful) bf Seth. I hate him ( Read more... )

Tired- Adele
Sparks- Coldplay
Warm Whispers- Missy Higgins
I Feel It All- Feist
The Show- Lenka
When We First Met- Hellogoodbye
Set Fire To The Third Bar- Snow Patrol

currently listening to these. alright sitting at my desk, starbucks in hand, about to embark on another paper.

this is gonna be my future bed, pillows and all (i just bought the stuff and reimbursed myself from my savings account =/ ):


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fate intervened today by not allowing me to get into a car crash by having me delay my commute home by calling my new friend Michelle after work instead of taking off instantly like normal. i called her and we talked on the phone while i sat in my car in the parking lot instead of taking off right away for home. there was an accident just before ( Read more... )

sometimes you have to realize that everything might not work out as you want it to and you have to cherish what was there. When i witness great love and romance it only seems natural for me to want to compare it with my own experiences. I only have one memory to compare it with and I am starting to think it might be the only time in my life that i ( Read more... )

im unhappy today because tomorrow is gonna be a bad day. i already know because i have to give my mom a ride back to salinas in the morning so she can pick up her car UGHH. i know first off she's gonna bitch about the mess in my car, then she's gonna make me feel so nervous driving her that i could shit my pants (not really, but you get the idea). ( Read more... )

you probably knew this already, but it just blew my mind ( Read more... )

my fashion inspirations/wishlist:

boyfriend blazer
faux leather moto jacket
basic pencil skirt
skinny ankle jeans
bow tie top