(Untitled)

[legolita]

Comments

Hey how are you!

[whatshouldwe]

I'm really sorry about my long absences from livejournal. Its getting harder and harder to express myself. These days I prefer to just pretend I'm over my feelings until they actually go away. I don't like to broadcast it even if it's justified. I feel like the quickest way to get over something that's troubling me is to just avoid it and do something else until I'm truely over it. I just don't like sounding weak and whiney. Its part of my "grow the fuck up" initiative where if I ever feel like I"m going to be weak and whiney I just tell myself to "grow the fuck up and go out for a jog or look into going back to school or something else productive" Its not the nicest thing but so far its been working well. I hope you are doing well. I am always thankful for your thoughtful and well written responses to my crappy posts. And yes I'm so glad to be done with internet dating. I'm just starting to feel like myself again and it makes me happy :)

Hey

[whatshouldwe]

Hey there, thanks for the birthday wish. How have you been? I've been trying to stay positive but its been really hard. I feel like I'm losing control of my life. I'm going to try to be better and spread positivity instead of misery.