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Mar 14, 2009 20:37

Why am I so afraid of him?  Why is it so easy for him to get under my skin? Why do I let him govern my life even when he's not here?  This is a terrible way to feel all the time. If I was Mrs Bennett I would say that i needed to rest my poor nerves.  I worry about him, I hate him, I love him.  I want him to be all the things he should and could be ( Read more... )

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bexmonster March 15 2009, 18:39:16 UTC
I know how you feel, although I only have memories of that feeling now. But I can still empathize.

I so desperately want to see you enjoying your life, making your own decisions without worrying about what anyone thinks.

I know it's necessary to stay home right now, but PLEASE, don't ever let that be because he needs you to feel some sort of purpose to life. I love him and care about him as much as you, but it hurts to see you being so affected by him.

I want to rescue you...but I know that would do no good.

Yay for renewed inspiration!!! I'm having trouble finding a pattern that I'm not intimidated by. I'm hoping you can help me or have suggestions.

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