twisted, turned, upside down ( Read more... )

oi. hey. i love that song ^(the title) yea... too bad i can't hear it when i please or put in all the verses. i don't remember when i last wrote. i'm not sure if it matters. all day Wednesday i sat there drawing a picture of Ricky and i swear i spent like 7 hours getting it right. Weston got his license though and called yea. that night got into a ( Read more... )

8:40 in the morning i wouldn't expect myself to be here. once again i'm suppose to help Theresa today. she broke a few things and i had to fix one of them last night and the other one today. though, i'll probably flip if she tries to make me do it because i for one am not getting paid for any of this shit i'm doing ( Read more... )

OH, MY! ugh.. okay. i woke up this morning.... and... i was kinda intangled in my body pillow and i had a dream of Ricky. it wasn't dirty crack faces! but any way. i had other dream too but i can't rememeber either. i think Leo was in it but i don't know. i think people were in it but i don't know. but i woke up this morning and came here. and i ( Read more... )

Rain pours from the dark clouds moving so fast above me ( Read more... )

the title. you know i would never put a dumb ass 2 unless i had to. i love the song but it wouldn't fit :( so now it looks icky. but.. this song reminds me of someone and i listen to it over and over again without him knowing i think of him and without him knowing that he's running through my head all day long ( Read more... )

i try to run to escape you but i can feel you breathing down my neck. when i turn my head and listen i can hear you catching on my trial. no place is good enough to hide. there's not a place that you can't find me. crazy thing is... you're not even looking. not even thinking. i am a nonexistent thing ( Read more... )

hmmm. woke up this morning shot sitting up and said "Joe!?!" and he looked around the corner with tooth paste all over his mouth and said yea and i mumbled something then got my words out and asked him if he'd do me a favor. so he said yes so i got up then layed back down clinging to my pillow as usual and i fell back to sleep. i then woke up at.. ( Read more... )

hm. today. i sat in my room just thinking and thinking about things and i drew a picture that no one will ever witness... well they probably will but i need to redo it because it's in pen. but uh. i got on here and talked to Seth and i heard some things and told somethings and now i'm here talking to Weston and Zack and Leo has fineally made up his ( Read more... )

Hey... how long and one phone call later, i guess i'm better. i'm not happy and horny because i still feel like crying because i never really get what i want out of life but... if patience works out maybe i will. some things just lie in the hands of other people. which, happens a lot of times in my situation and one day... i will either be screwed ( Read more... )