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I guess I just get February wanderlust. If you just look at the patterns in my life, the most reckless selfish things I have done are mainly in February. At times like these I find it very difficult to sustain a life on studying and television. When I take my study breaks I turn on the tv and pretend that I have a life. And I do, I have a great ( Read more... )

Guess what else...I had a migraine today, so I took excedrin...whose active ingredient is caffeine...and I am very sensitive to caffeine, partially because I never drink soda...so here it is 2 am and I know I'm not going to sleep for several hours. So lets's chat. Valentines day. I did watch the wasps fuck. They all died. It was the perfect ( Read more... )

so, I lost my phone. No big deal. It shouldn't be a big deal. It's just that it really cuts me off from the world. I keep thinking about it, buried in the snow, silently watching everyone pass ( Read more... )

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You see, I was just so happy over break! Everything was exactly how I thought it should be. I could never ask for anything more than what I got in that month. Now, I'm back in my orange apartment and change seems inevitable. It seems that my life will never be that way again. Everyone is growing up and moving away, and I suppose I am too. I ( Read more... )

I had a horrible dream last night...but I woke up and found snow. Even though it is inexcusably cold out, I have two kitties to go home to and cuddle with. I am also greeting this day with a brand new resolve for the future. I will do all of the things I've promised myself I will do. With that in mind I have met my Before Sunrise quota for the ( Read more... )

I am happy. Just thought I'd let you know. I am. It is fall, and the red maples are turning red...and I have plans to go on a autumn bike ride tomorrow...and my favorite class starts in 2 hours...and I have test tomorrow...all of these things make me happy, but it is more than that. I am happy on an every day bland level. I am feeling good and ( Read more... )

oh, she is very very tired ladies and gentlemen.

I stayed up until 4 am studying for my chemistry test...and woke up a 7 to start studying again...I feel like a zombie.

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