yeah, well I have been very busy/lazy so haven't really written anything for a while... I was thinking about writing yesterday, and had lots of good stuff to say, but now I am in a bad mood, so I can't say the things I was gonna say and be all 'lalala'. You know, its bad enough that I am a total outcast in my own home and dont fit in with my own ( Read more... )

ergh... valentines day is coming up... does anyone else get annoyed by valentines day?! it really irritates me!! its just a stupid holiday, made up by the candy, card and gift companies as a way for them to build up some money after their xmas sales! and its just a way of pointing out who has someone and who doesn't, and it makes anyone who doesn't ( Read more... )

Sometimes ( Read more... )

hhmmm, have been to lazy to write. well, actualy have been REALLY busy to. I dunno whats up with me at the moment - emtionaly I am all over the place! aparently some people are picking up on the fact that im not as happy as I pretend to be..a couple teachers have said that I dont seem to be ok, one of my teachers was like, 'are you SURE your ok? ( Read more... )

Have come to the realisation that everything in the world is false. sounds extreme I know, but if what is true is what people believe then how can anything be true? - there is nothing that everyone in the world agrees on. Its like the fact that it would be impossible to have a place which is perfect to everyone. it just doesn't work. whats perfect ( Read more... )

Girl: Slow down. I'm scared ( Read more... )

have made up with my mom. she is tryin to be more understanding and I am tryin to work harder. fair deal I suppose. today I went shopping and took advantage of the post-christmas sales, to buy the rest of my christmas presents that I am sending to friends in america. managed to get it all done, which was nice. then came home and had nice relaxing ( Read more... )

I HATE FUCKING EXAMS!!!! FUCK THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!! just had (another) stupid fight with my mom over these fucking exams. i hate them!!! all this crap about how if i actualy study then there's not reason why i shouldn't get all a's. she always says all this crap about 'dont worry, no matter what u get, i'll be proud as long as you've tried your hardest ( Read more... )

TAKING BACK SUNDAY LYRICS

"One Way Conversation"

One by one The children laugh and stare At the boy down the road that nobody knows and nobody cares He doesnt look like the rest of them Cause he won't dress like the rest of them Nobody cares about the boy on Northman Street In between the light of day He wants more than anything In between the ( Read more... )

man, im all depressed and I dont know why... whats wrong with me?! why am I even writing this anyway? no one reads my livejournal, so this is really just a waste of time... hmmm.... wow, I just realised how big of a waste of time this is...well, if there actualy is ANYBODY who reads this, post a comment and let me know that im not tlkin to no one. ( Read more... )