I spent most of the day struggling to stay up because I couldn't sleep all night and by the time I got tired (around late noon) it was too late to sleep. Not that I care, I just don't wanna miss the day again. Me and Shoana got bored and did some 60's hair-do's, i think they're from the 60's...she had her hair way up on top of her head kind of to ( Read more... )

We slept in till 6pm and did absolutely nothing all day. I'm starting to smoke a lot less, which is a good thing even though I'm not really trying to quit. I'd love to not have cravings for a cigarette but it's too much effort. It's frustrating enough trying not to think about it and being stressed out with fighting with Tyler, trying to get myself ( Read more... )

Don't you just love anonymous commenters who think they look so smart by posting comments twice the length of most my entries. You're all full of shit. If you actually took the time to read most of my journal, which I assume you did since you seem to know so much, then you got no fucking life. Get your head out of your ass, you're full of shit. Don ( Read more... )

You know what I hate? When I clean my room just so Tyler can come over and feel comfortable and he just comes in, throws his shit around and messes it all up again. I have 2 of his backpacks, 3 of his shirts, 3 pairs of socks and 3 towels. If you're wondering why the towels it's because he has to ride his fucking bike 8-10 miles to my house almost ( Read more... )

Shoanas at my hooussee. tyler is coming over with bear. beer. carissa came over earlier and we shmoked my weedums. and i got a pack of cigarettes from my mom WHOO i havent had a cigarette all day today and yesturday i was fuckin frustrated as hell. but i didnt think about it all that much for some reason, i think its because i was drunk almost the ( Read more... )

omfg. me and shoana got wasted last night. NO. not cool. alcohol+beer+leina&shoana+webcam=NO/. im so hng over. my moms in new york. wtf. she said she was in tampa. she lied. oh well. shes pickng me up tonight. um. me and shoana...on the webcam...we were drunk...we...uh...exposed ourselves....to a particular person we were talking to...god... i ( Read more... )

Well I'm staying at Shoanas for now. My mom wont be back till Sunday, hopefully Ill be able to find a way to get home friday/saturday so I can have Tyler and whoever else spend the night before she comes back. we met some dude walking down the street today and and i asked him for a cigarette and turns out he sells pot. whoo. i only got 20$ but im ( Read more... )

Ashley spent the night last night, and Carissa came over with Lacey Jennings from Gulf which was really weird cause she told me that she's coming with her friend Lacey but I didn't think of her. Me and Ashley went swimming in the pool in the middle of the night, the water was really warm but it was fucking freezing outside. Aaand I stole another ( Read more... )

God I'm fucking tired. Yeah so my mom wasn't grocery shopping, cause she came back home  at like 2am without any groceries. I don't know if i already said that in my last entry but yeah...and she was drunk and I had to baby talk her to go to sleep. And when I was done I jsut started crying for no reason and sat in the living room for like 10 ( Read more... )

Ericaaa came over. She looks the same as she did a year ago...we didn't do much, she didn't get here till 9pm. We were gonna go to CVS and get some ccc's haha just for the fuck of it, its kinda lame but wouldnt be so bad to get fucked up u know? then we went into this little field to look for shrooms. It was too dark. We'll go again tomorrow. CVS ( Read more... )