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HE'S SUCH A FAG.....I CAN'T BELIEVE I FELL FOR HIM.
I can't believe I fell for that poser. I really have never felt this betrayal before. Not in seventh grade. Not in eight. But this feeling is so new to me. AND I HATE IT! I feel so unimportant, ugly, shitty, an idiot, used, hurt, betrayed, lied to, and broken hearted.
Why did he do that? Why did he make me believe that he liked me. He TOLD me that I was beautiful, he told me I was amazing, he told me I was the MOST WONDERFUL PERSON IN THE WORLD. I feel like shit, and i don't care WHO reads this. It sucks so much. I've never cried over a broken heart, usually i get over it by obsessing over my man of the month. But it's not leaving me. I seriously have no words to express what I'm feeling right now. I HATE HIM SO MUCH! god.........................................
thank you becca goldberg. and sara hosseinzadeh. for helping me realize how much of an ASSHOLE he was. I am so glad I didn't take this as seriously as I could have.
AS FOR YOU MR. JACK ASS. IF YOUR READING THIS, YOU SHOULD KNOW THAT I DON'T CUSS THAT OFTEN, ONLY IF IM REALLY, TRULEY HURT........oh! im sorry you don't even remember a single fucking conversation we shared over the summer. i don't care what youre going to say or what your going to do. but i have one question........ why did you play me like that?
YOU KNOW WHAT!? I DONT CARE!
i really need your support you guys, so please comment. cause life is really sucky right now.