Anonymous hugs
I've had my hating spree and just came across a blind rant towards ten unnamed people. I'm going to do the same thing, except the other way around. I'm going to be praising ten random unnamed people. Not necessarily on my LJ friends list.
1. Funny how we drifted apart like this, and yet, whenever I'm in trouble, you always seem to look me up. I am definitely under-appreciating your help and should really get back to you on that. Soon.
2. The two of us... There's no way we really 'match'. And yet, I must admit I like you. Even though we have very little in common, we seem to inspire each other with stuff. Hell, you're pretty much the reason I'm a brony now, which is weird (but awesome). XD
3. We definitely need to get back in touch. We haven't talked since your birthday, which isn't even TOO long ago, but really... What the hell happened that we lost contact? You're way too awesome to never talk to, dammit.
4. Ah, this is going to be a toughy to keep anonymous. While pretty much no-one else will even know who I'm talking about, however I phrase this, I know you will know this is you. You understand me quite possibly like no-one else does. You try more than anyone. You have a way of getting in my mind, and you haven't left ever since. I love you (and you know it). I talk to you way too little and I should really visit soon.
5. Quite frankly, you are the living proof that I like Asians, period. If I were gay, your wife would have a serious problem. Luckily I'm not. Makes our friendship a lot easier, and this way you can keep inspiring and teaching me without it being awkward (I hope). XD
6. Also an obvious one - You have been a loyal and kind friend, even when we don't talk for months on end. I enjoy our cam sessions and I hope to be able to thank you in person next year.
7. I would expect you to hate me right now, for what I did, even though I didn't have much of a choice and I was definitely misinformed. We are supposed to be alike a lot, but thank the goddess that this near-limitless hate is pretty much limited to myself. Not towards you, of course. You're the only person that periodically (physically) checks up on me.
8. The IT career path is one that requires inspiration. I would have plenty inspiration at this point, but when I just moved there... Let's say I needed a kick start. I'm glad you were there to provide that, along with pretty much every step to where I am right now. You are and were a pillar of support for me and I'm glad to have been able, nay, be able still, to reciprocate in the same way.
9. You are one of the kindest people I know, especially after recent events, but generally, you always seem to prefer to be the giver, rather than the taker. I would love to one day give something back that will be of enormous value to you (emotional OR physical), but as of yet, I am left with an enormous feeling of gratitude and a slight pang of guilt.
10. This is going to be the least anonymous of all. Everything I've witnessed and experienced in the last eleventy-something years has had a soothing edge because of you. I will neither try nor imply to hide my feelings for you, even though you will never return them. People will never really understand what you've done for me, how if you wouldn't have existed, I wouldn't have either, anymore. You stopped me from trying to end myself, and you helped me overcome a lot of hard times, sometimes with (a lot of) help from others, but you were always there when I needed a hug. Now, more than ever, I appreciate your continuing presence in my life, which is both unexplainable and unavoidable.
1. Funny how we drifted apart like this, and yet, whenever I'm in trouble, you always seem to look me up. I am definitely under-appreciating your help and should really get back to you on that. Soon.
2. The two of us... There's no way we really 'match'. And yet, I must admit I like you. Even though we have very little in common, we seem to inspire each other with stuff. Hell, you're pretty much the reason I'm a brony now, which is weird (but awesome). XD
3. We definitely need to get back in touch. We haven't talked since your birthday, which isn't even TOO long ago, but really... What the hell happened that we lost contact? You're way too awesome to never talk to, dammit.
4. Ah, this is going to be a toughy to keep anonymous. While pretty much no-one else will even know who I'm talking about, however I phrase this, I know you will know this is you. You understand me quite possibly like no-one else does. You try more than anyone. You have a way of getting in my mind, and you haven't left ever since. I love you (and you know it). I talk to you way too little and I should really visit soon.
5. Quite frankly, you are the living proof that I like Asians, period. If I were gay, your wife would have a serious problem. Luckily I'm not. Makes our friendship a lot easier, and this way you can keep inspiring and teaching me without it being awkward (I hope). XD
6. Also an obvious one - You have been a loyal and kind friend, even when we don't talk for months on end. I enjoy our cam sessions and I hope to be able to thank you in person next year.
7. I would expect you to hate me right now, for what I did, even though I didn't have much of a choice and I was definitely misinformed. We are supposed to be alike a lot, but thank the goddess that this near-limitless hate is pretty much limited to myself. Not towards you, of course. You're the only person that periodically (physically) checks up on me.
8. The IT career path is one that requires inspiration. I would have plenty inspiration at this point, but when I just moved there... Let's say I needed a kick start. I'm glad you were there to provide that, along with pretty much every step to where I am right now. You are and were a pillar of support for me and I'm glad to have been able, nay, be able still, to reciprocate in the same way.
9. You are one of the kindest people I know, especially after recent events, but generally, you always seem to prefer to be the giver, rather than the taker. I would love to one day give something back that will be of enormous value to you (emotional OR physical), but as of yet, I am left with an enormous feeling of gratitude and a slight pang of guilt.
10. This is going to be the least anonymous of all. Everything I've witnessed and experienced in the last eleventy-something years has had a soothing edge because of you. I will neither try nor imply to hide my feelings for you, even though you will never return them. People will never really understand what you've done for me, how if you wouldn't have existed, I wouldn't have either, anymore. You stopped me from trying to end myself, and you helped me overcome a lot of hard times, sometimes with (a lot of) help from others, but you were always there when I needed a hug. Now, more than ever, I appreciate your continuing presence in my life, which is both unexplainable and unavoidable.