I'm a little nervous about my new future but thats just natural, but I'm a little tired of family asking me are you sure because in fact I know I am. There's things that I want and this new move is what I want. I'm proud that I'm starting to stand on my own two feet. I know that theatre is a big part of me and thats fine and I will always cherish ( Read more... )

My life is going through a complete change and I'm not mad anymore and thats strange. Thats a good thing because I finally doing for me and taking care of myself emotionally boo. The feeling of start over new. I just want everyone to know that I appreciate all their susport and I thank God for holding us tight because there moment when I'm beyond ( Read more... )

Thank you for talking to me. I appreciate that I realizing that it going to take time to deal with that situation of mines. I truly believe that God will take care of that. So many test in life. I'm going to bed and I'm going to sleep like a baby. Good night,but I shall say Good morning. I truly thank God for Friendship.

It's getting really hard for me. I just ask God to give me all the strenght I need. Last night was not good for me. I was very close to having an emotional breakdown and I stop myself because I didn't want to make a scene out in the public. Then people would be thinking that I was pissy drunk, when indeed I wasn't drinking at all. I was so ( Read more... )

Well its 6:05am. I just got back with my friend ( Read more... )

WELL TONIGHT I'M GOING TO HAVE A GREAT TIME CLUBBING AND i PROMISE MYSELF THAT i WON'T GET HIGH OR dRUNK. i'M JUST GOING TO HAVE FUN WITHOUT BEING TOW UP. i HAVE TO BE HONEST i DO LOVE TO GET F'D UP WITH i GO OUT BUT THATS NOT GOOD FOR THE BODY. I'M GET BETTER ABOUT FEELING COMFORTABLE IN MY OWN SKIN BOO.

I just need and little inspiration... I need a song that will motivate me some. Today I was in bed because wasn't feeling good plus I was suspose to go to the beach with Jonathan but he cancelled on me. I was okay with that because I understood the situation plus he's my friend and I care. Well I'm suspose to spend the weekend with him. My dad wasn ( Read more... )

Now tomrw I have to go to school. I'm so not excited about that shit. I being video taped and I look like a hot mess and I need to get a hair cut but I can't... I need to be there at 8:00am. That ain't cute but I most say that its a Scholarship for minority Students. This is pretty cool. I have a feeling that I'm going to get a free ride through ( Read more... )

Funny fucking story. okay I think I never told how unprofession New World College is. Okay so I get a call from Sanchia the fat ass telling that I needed to writing an essay for a Scholarship today and I needed to wake up and take a shower and head to fucking school asap. I was like hell no, I'll email that shit to ya bitch. I was totally like what ( Read more... )

Well I was trying to become a shoe promoter fall the fall when I go back to school. Here a letter that Converse Shoe Company sent me ( Read more... )