I FEEL SO BEAT UP AT THE MOMENT. WORK HAS KICKED MY ASS. STANDING ON TWO FEET FOR 7 HOURS NOT STOP IS CRAZY. MY LEGS ARE KILLING ME AND I GOT TO WORK AT 4PM TODAY. I'M KIND OF EXCITED ABOUT STARTING SCHOOL TOMMORROW. THAT GOING TO BANANAS BECAUSE I'M GOING TO BE ALL BY MYSELF AND MY FRIEND FOR NEWWORLD WON'T BE THERE I KNOW I'LL BE FINE. I FEEL SAD ( Read more... )

Well today I picked up my bible which was great. I read a little passage philippians. God is really lifting my spirits lately. I know I'm not the holy man on earth because I know I'm a sinner but hell everyone is. lol. its so true. Work has been very tedious because I haven't been working on the floor yet but hell as I sit at a computer, I am ( Read more... )

Gosh I'm such a hot mess and thank God I'm still young though because I don't know if I could deal with myself if I was thiry something. I'm just this ball of emotions... these pass couple of days. I finally got me some fresh air because I just realize that I put myself in solidarity. That is truly scary though. I can stay in my house for days with ( Read more... )

I understand that I not prefect and all and I have my flaws like everyone else. At times I know that I'm super hard on myself because I'm not where I want to be in my life. I hope that a break through comes soon. Show me the light God, like you have before. I atleast hope to be where I want to in the next 6 months. I have to come up with a plan but ( Read more... )

WELL BEFORE THE DAY IS OUT. GOOD NIGHT ALL.

I really don't know why I break down last night and that worries me. I was so happy that no way was home but me. Thank God. I got in fight with my mom because I don't want to got to my cousin graduation party. She really pull a number on me she said you will go out to see your friend but you won't go see your family. To tell you the truth I don't ( Read more... )

Well I'm listen to Howie Days Collide. I hate the music I have on my Rio player because I'm such a hopeless romatic. I do hope that love finds my way...real soon. I don't want to go out and try to find it because I've been there and it hasn't happened yet. I think that I deserve it so much because I have so much love to give it so increbly inside ( Read more... )

I'm not going out of town, but I understand what my Godmother is saying. She has her car at the car dealership and she has a rental. She's been calling the dealership and they haven't been calling her back. Isn't that weird because thats not how you do business. Were not going to Gainesville because She doesn't want to spend her money because who ( Read more... )

Well today is a chill day, like every other day. I going to try to write in my lj everyday. Its kind of hard but I will. Even if its a sentence. Well I see how important friendship is and I am so glad that I in the right places at the right. I'm glad that I can be a supportive and helpful at times.

Yesterday was fucking awsome. I had such a great time with my Boo's Lonna and Valulu. We saw fire works and It was my first time seeing them on the beach, which was kind of different for a change. Oh my, I forgot about Corina. I saw her too. Woooooooooooooo we are so grown, I love it. Cesar is a little hot mama. I loved his Drag performance. I wish ( Read more... )