today was a fucking hard day.  my best friend knew that. a lot of people knew that, but especially her, and she had to make it a little bit more difficult.  i had faith that she had changed that shit about herself, but i guess not.  when are you going to be 100 percent REAL?  100 percent HONEST WITH ME?  ok fine, maybe not 100 percent, but at ( Read more... )

 Mr. Bade passed away friday night. heart attack. 
damnit.

i miss alexis.

ok straight up, i'm scared to go home.  I've missed it a lot and i want to have a great summer, but i feel so much more safe here, away from the SHIT.  I want to spend time with people I usually dont, like derrick, reese and ruth, maybe josh or syndi or dale......but i know i'll end up spending most of my time with someone who is going to make me ( Read more... )

 so i turned 21 last week. as aforementioned. and uhh well ok yeah so i drank a little more alcohol than usual, whatever. wellll, i dont think my excretory system appreciates it. that sucks ( Read more... )

 my phone is so high tech...i feel like an old person. but im getting the hang of it...i think ( Read more... )

 i had a pretty good bday.  aside from a few things...but of course, those things were caused by the two people who ruin things for me all the time anyway so, no surprise really ( Read more... )

 The Starting Line show was incredible.  The played forever and they played EVERYTHING i wanted them to (except stay where i can see you, of course).  I almost cried i was so happy.  i hope they dont stay away too long ( Read more... )

 From within the blackness I've been residing in as of late, I knew I saw a faint light in the distance.  Well, it's getting brighter every day and I couldn't be more excited for it's arrival ( Read more... )

 it really kinda sucks that the world will be ending in about 4 years.  I would love to live in a world free of discrimination.  that would be so nice.

recognize my femininity, but dont ever hold it against me. shit.
(im not sure if "femininity is a word, but you get it)

ok so i'm not so depressed anymore (well, for now at least). I had a FABULOUS 48 hours tuesday and wednesday.
christopher came to see anti-flag with me. we had some less than par thai food, saw a girl walking home with a unicycle (as though it was a normal thing), got a blackberry iced tea mmm, drove around the richest part of austin (i think we ( Read more... )