Why Did I End Up Falling In Love With You? [chapter fic 6/9]
I was in my room, playing with a small toy Ryeowook gave me some time ago for my birthday when Soo Man came in. I twas getting late but I resumed that by this time, my master might be hard at work with some papers scattered around his desk. He usually didn’t like me coming in and disturbing him but right now I looked at him curiously, too surprised by his arrival and successfully forgetting what he said.
Soo Man took off his work tie and blazer before setting them down on the chair next to my table with the mirror. I happily got off the bed and nervously looked at him. For some reason he looked more stressed than usual so I marveled in the chance to be able to help him.
“Take your clothes off Jae. You know what, never mind, just come here.”
I looked down at my soft blue night gown that went just above my knees before walking over to my master and sitting on his lap.
“Did something happen master?”
He sighed heavily before looking at me with amusement.
“Do you really want to know? I font think you’ll understand.
I looked down in my own lap then, embarrassed. I forgot that I couldn’t help by talking; Soo Man-oppa told me himself. Fees don’t understand the worlds of regular people, that’s why he bought me so I wouldn’t suffer from someone trying to teach me things I would never understand.
“I’m sorry oppa. I forgot…”
Soo Man put his hand on my knee and slowly brought it up my leg, going under the gown carefully. A tingling sensation burned underneath my skina dn slowly spread light fire, making my stomach tighten in pleasure and I moved my hands with the thought that he might touch my awakening penis.
“I really like the clothes Ryeowook-ah puts you in. I’ll miss them.”
My midnight colored ears perked at the sentence and I looked up, curious as to why he would say such a thing, my face even filling with concern.
“Y-you’re - mmmah!”
I arched my back forward and held tightly onto Soo Man’s leg as his hand grabbed and squeezed my erection painfuolly.
“Jaejoong-ah, stop talking,. Its making me upset.”
I whimpered an apology as his hand began to stroke me slowly. I’ve realized soon that it started to hurt a lot more than pleasure and nervously I put a hand over his to stop it, or at least get my master’s attention.
“It… it hurts.”
He did stop, which surprised me, and looked at me with a raised eyebrow.
“Do you want me to stop?”
I whimpered again and bit my lower lip, emotions getting dangerously high. I knew that if I said yes, he would hit me. But if I said no, I knew he wouldn’t be gently with his minstrations anyway.
“I asked you a question Jaejoong-ah.”
Soo Man’s voice started to get annoyed and I shut my eyes tighter. Vigorously I shook my head, telling him no. I didn’t se his expression but he picked me up and led me to my bed. I didn’t move from where Soo Man lied me down and embarrassedly, I covered my face with my hands. His cold, callaused hands lifted up my gown to bundle up at my chest. I could feel his fingers tickle my flat chest lightly before traveling even further down, toward my ass.
I turned my head to the side asi covered my eyes, bending and opening my legs for him. My face felt hot and my tail wouldn’t seem to listen to me; teasing Soo Man as it stroked my bare thigh. Thoughts on if tonight my virginity would be finally taken or not arose because Master’s finger seemed to tease my entrance. I whimpered because I was afraid of it happening; I’ve waited so long for it that now I’m no longer sure if it was the right thing. Of course this wasn’t the proper thing to think for a Fee but it has been a while since I was in the training lab. However, Soo Man took my whimper to one of need and hastily put his finger in me. I arched my slender back when drawing my sheets, giving a loud but short cry.
Soo Man has done this many times, inserting his finger inside of me, but this time I could distinctly feel his finger crook ever so slightly, sliding that much further in before pulling out - simple actions that pushed me towards an orgasm than originally intended.
I panted harshly, releasing the occasional moan whenever my master pushed his finger back inside of me. My head told me I needed more, so much more that a simple finger couldn’t possibly give me. I opened my hazy eyes slowly, watching my tail slide down my leg to stroke Soo Man’s arm before I looked at him.
“Master, I need you… I want your dick in me.”
I moaned again as he jerked his hand and looked at me. I knew I was blushing, the biting of my lower lip doing nothing to hold it back. However, despite my natural efforts, he stopped his hand altogether.
“You’re a gift for Yunho-ah, remember?”
I looked confused at the sudden topic sentence but nodded still.
“And so I can’t deflower you my sweet pet.”
This truly had me confused but the nickname he gave me distracted me, along with his gentleness he present to me that wasn’t there when he had his finger inside my hole. I wrapped my arms around his neck when Soo Man leaned close to kiss his chest, neck, then cheek.
“I love you Master.”
The older kissed my cheek again before pulling away.
“I know.”
I clearly saw that he was intending to leave and sat up, worried. Was he going to leave? But we hadn’t finished! I quickly blamed myself for this and pressed my black ears forward against my head.
“Master…”
He opened the door and smiled at me. My heart swelled because Master loved me; that smile proved it.
“Just go to sleep Jaejoong-ah, I’ll see you in the morning.”
Feeling only slightly reassured, I smiled and nodded back, quickly getting under the covers. Soo Man smiled at my cuteness and closed the door, leaving me alone in the dark.
Master’s love is better than orgasming… I couldn’t helo but think as I snuggled close to a tedy bear Soo Man had bought me while he was away on a business trip. Even though my body hurt a lot more from not cumming, I didn’t want to touch myself to relieve it. Because of Soo Man’s words, it wasn’t that hard to just brush it off and fall asleep happily.
-/-/-/-
My goal for the morning was to happily wake Soo Man up with a smile and a kiss, a thank you I guess for being nice to me yesterday. Half of this plan was complete since I woke myself up early. I made sure that my tip-toed steps wouldn’t make a sound as I traveled down the hall, but it was hard when my whole body itched in anticipation of making my master happy.
As I turned the last hall corner, I stopped. My giddiness vanished as I saw Ryeowook look quite upset as he talked to a doctor and Yunho. I was confused because they all stood right outside Soo Man’s door with a grave expression on their faces. I walked closer without caring if they heard or saw me because I wanted to know what the reason to be upset about was.
When the doctor’s mouth stopped moving, Ryeowook turned around and looked at me with a mixture of shock and fear.
“Jaejoong-ah, what are you doing up?”
My heart started to hurt because my nurse never spoke to me before with that cold tone. But I kept walking until I was close to the door.
“I wanted to see Master… I surprise him.”
I just put my hand on the door when Ryeowook gently took it away and led me away from it. Why was he doing this? I got even more sad because I didn’t want to leave just yet.
“Ryeowook hyung, I want to see Master.”
My head phjysically hurt from trying to tell my nurse what I wanted to do and so I bit m tongue. How could I forget that Fee’s couldn’t do that unless they asked?
“Jaejoong-ah, you cant see Soo Man-ssi because… because he passed away last night. His heart gave out. I-“
I couldn’t listen any longer. My eyes went wide as I turned around and stared at the doctor and Yunho, still remaining silent. Tears fell down as I felt my heart break. All I heard was the cracking sound as I cried harder.
“But… h-he said…;”
I walked back to the door but Yunhp grabbed my hand. I looked up at him with hurt confusion. Why wasn’t he crying? He should let me go! My head pounded again and I looked down.
“You can’t go in there.”
No longer caring about my genetic nature, I pushed past Yunho and grabbed the door but the older was faster than I thought and restrained me with a backwards hug. I struggled against him but he was only brining me away from the door.
“No! He said he’ll see me! Let me go! I love him, let me go!”
I screamed over and over which just eventually turned into sobs. Yunho continued to hold me as my head pounded so hard that I ended up passing out.
-/-/-/-
“The doctor said he’ll be alright with some rest.”
“Yunho hyung, it actually sounds like you care.”
There was a chuckle then what sounded like someone slapping another person’s arm.
“Shut up Yoocchun-ah. I don’t care about him.”
“You say that but you keep calling him a he and not it. Maybe you do have a heart.”
Those were what I first came to hear when I reached consciousness. I coughed before turning my head and opening my eyes slowly. Yoochun and Yunho were staring at me, one smiling while the other quickly looked away.
“Hey Jaejoong-ah. How’s your head?”
I held it with one hand as I sat up, smiling at Yoochun for asking.
“It doesn’t really hurt anymore… but I don’t remember what happened.”
I thought for a second about what caused me to pass out and suddenly I realized that I had been disobedient. I looked at Yunho with shocked eyes and bowed me head, ears flat.
“I’m sorry Yunho oppa! I-I…”
My body was gripped with emotions once more and I felt like I was about to cry. I remembered why I had disobeyed my Fee nature as well, which also hurt my heart. I slowly lifted my head, hair cascading in front of my eyes as I looked towards the door. I was back in my room.
And Master wasn’t.
“Don’t cry, I cant stand it.”
I quickly turned my head towards Yunho before dropping my eyes. I watched my fingers as they lightly twiddled each other to pass the seconds that felt like hours. The silence nearly hurt my sensitive ears.
“M-may I ask something?”
I continued to twiddled my fingers and curl my toes, anticipating a negative answer.
“What is it?”
Hesitantly, I bit my lip before squeezing my eyes tight, fighting the overwhelming sensation of wanting to cry.
“Is Master gone?”
I didn’t want to believe what I remembed from this morning because it hurt too much. Face looking down. I continued to abuse my lip with my sharp canines until someone decided to answer me.
“Yeah, Soo Man-ssi’s dead.”
And suddenly I couldn’t hold myself back; I hugged my chest and bent forward, crying softly into my lap. I felt my eyes welled up with tears that suddenly was released and washed down my cheeks. My shoulders shook with each barely audible intake of air that I couldn’t control from my burning lungs. They needed air but I didn’t want to have it. I could feel a sharp pain in my sides but I didn’t care to recognize that my own nails were doing it, penetrating my flesh. Did I not love him enough? Did I cause this to happen?
Yunho hyung, he’s going to start bleeding…”
My ears were able to pick up their whispered conversation but I didn’t listen to it. I just wanted to know what I did wrong to have my master leave me like this. A tugging on my sleeve brought me out of my wrecked world and I looked up at Yunho. He was standing next to my bed instead of sitting in the chair previously and held out his arm.
Immediately I crawled on my bed so I could hug my new master (I presumed) around the neck tightly. I could tell that that was not what he intended for me to do but I couldn’t help it. Once I felt him lightly wrap his arms around me, I cried harder into his shoulder.
“W-what did… what did I do? I-I… Punish me for what e-ever it is…”
It was hard to breath, let alone speak but I managed it. Yoochun stood up then and smiled softly.
“Nothing. This isn’t your fault.”
I felt my nose start running and I sniffled while hugging Yunho an little lighter this time.
“…oppa?”
Both Yunho and Yoochun said yes at the same time. I missed the odd look they gave each other but I wouldn’t have understood it anyway. I put my hands on Yunho’s shoulders and pushed away a little so I could look at him.
“M-master?”
Yunho stared at me with shock and slight disgust at first. He looked at Yoochun who smirked almost happily at him. The younger received a glare before Yunho opened his mouth to give me a reply. However, Yoochun already had a reply out faster.
“Yeah, he’s your master now.”
Soo Man took off his work tie and blazer before setting them down on the chair next to my table with the mirror. I happily got off the bed and nervously looked at him. For some reason he looked more stressed than usual so I marveled in the chance to be able to help him.
“Take your clothes off Jae. You know what, never mind, just come here.”
I looked down at my soft blue night gown that went just above my knees before walking over to my master and sitting on his lap.
“Did something happen master?”
He sighed heavily before looking at me with amusement.
“Do you really want to know? I font think you’ll understand.
I looked down in my own lap then, embarrassed. I forgot that I couldn’t help by talking; Soo Man-oppa told me himself. Fees don’t understand the worlds of regular people, that’s why he bought me so I wouldn’t suffer from someone trying to teach me things I would never understand.
“I’m sorry oppa. I forgot…”
Soo Man put his hand on my knee and slowly brought it up my leg, going under the gown carefully. A tingling sensation burned underneath my skina dn slowly spread light fire, making my stomach tighten in pleasure and I moved my hands with the thought that he might touch my awakening penis.
“I really like the clothes Ryeowook-ah puts you in. I’ll miss them.”
My midnight colored ears perked at the sentence and I looked up, curious as to why he would say such a thing, my face even filling with concern.
“Y-you’re - mmmah!”
I arched my back forward and held tightly onto Soo Man’s leg as his hand grabbed and squeezed my erection painfuolly.
“Jaejoong-ah, stop talking,. Its making me upset.”
I whimpered an apology as his hand began to stroke me slowly. I’ve realized soon that it started to hurt a lot more than pleasure and nervously I put a hand over his to stop it, or at least get my master’s attention.
“It… it hurts.”
He did stop, which surprised me, and looked at me with a raised eyebrow.
“Do you want me to stop?”
I whimpered again and bit my lower lip, emotions getting dangerously high. I knew that if I said yes, he would hit me. But if I said no, I knew he wouldn’t be gently with his minstrations anyway.
“I asked you a question Jaejoong-ah.”
Soo Man’s voice started to get annoyed and I shut my eyes tighter. Vigorously I shook my head, telling him no. I didn’t se his expression but he picked me up and led me to my bed. I didn’t move from where Soo Man lied me down and embarrassedly, I covered my face with my hands. His cold, callaused hands lifted up my gown to bundle up at my chest. I could feel his fingers tickle my flat chest lightly before traveling even further down, toward my ass.
I turned my head to the side asi covered my eyes, bending and opening my legs for him. My face felt hot and my tail wouldn’t seem to listen to me; teasing Soo Man as it stroked my bare thigh. Thoughts on if tonight my virginity would be finally taken or not arose because Master’s finger seemed to tease my entrance. I whimpered because I was afraid of it happening; I’ve waited so long for it that now I’m no longer sure if it was the right thing. Of course this wasn’t the proper thing to think for a Fee but it has been a while since I was in the training lab. However, Soo Man took my whimper to one of need and hastily put his finger in me. I arched my slender back when drawing my sheets, giving a loud but short cry.
Soo Man has done this many times, inserting his finger inside of me, but this time I could distinctly feel his finger crook ever so slightly, sliding that much further in before pulling out - simple actions that pushed me towards an orgasm than originally intended.
I panted harshly, releasing the occasional moan whenever my master pushed his finger back inside of me. My head told me I needed more, so much more that a simple finger couldn’t possibly give me. I opened my hazy eyes slowly, watching my tail slide down my leg to stroke Soo Man’s arm before I looked at him.
“Master, I need you… I want your dick in me.”
I moaned again as he jerked his hand and looked at me. I knew I was blushing, the biting of my lower lip doing nothing to hold it back. However, despite my natural efforts, he stopped his hand altogether.
“You’re a gift for Yunho-ah, remember?”
I looked confused at the sudden topic sentence but nodded still.
“And so I can’t deflower you my sweet pet.”
This truly had me confused but the nickname he gave me distracted me, along with his gentleness he present to me that wasn’t there when he had his finger inside my hole. I wrapped my arms around his neck when Soo Man leaned close to kiss his chest, neck, then cheek.
“I love you Master.”
The older kissed my cheek again before pulling away.
“I know.”
I clearly saw that he was intending to leave and sat up, worried. Was he going to leave? But we hadn’t finished! I quickly blamed myself for this and pressed my black ears forward against my head.
“Master…”
He opened the door and smiled at me. My heart swelled because Master loved me; that smile proved it.
“Just go to sleep Jaejoong-ah, I’ll see you in the morning.”
Feeling only slightly reassured, I smiled and nodded back, quickly getting under the covers. Soo Man smiled at my cuteness and closed the door, leaving me alone in the dark.
Master’s love is better than orgasming… I couldn’t helo but think as I snuggled close to a tedy bear Soo Man had bought me while he was away on a business trip. Even though my body hurt a lot more from not cumming, I didn’t want to touch myself to relieve it. Because of Soo Man’s words, it wasn’t that hard to just brush it off and fall asleep happily.
-/-/-/-
My goal for the morning was to happily wake Soo Man up with a smile and a kiss, a thank you I guess for being nice to me yesterday. Half of this plan was complete since I woke myself up early. I made sure that my tip-toed steps wouldn’t make a sound as I traveled down the hall, but it was hard when my whole body itched in anticipation of making my master happy.
As I turned the last hall corner, I stopped. My giddiness vanished as I saw Ryeowook look quite upset as he talked to a doctor and Yunho. I was confused because they all stood right outside Soo Man’s door with a grave expression on their faces. I walked closer without caring if they heard or saw me because I wanted to know what the reason to be upset about was.
When the doctor’s mouth stopped moving, Ryeowook turned around and looked at me with a mixture of shock and fear.
“Jaejoong-ah, what are you doing up?”
My heart started to hurt because my nurse never spoke to me before with that cold tone. But I kept walking until I was close to the door.
“I wanted to see Master… I surprise him.”
I just put my hand on the door when Ryeowook gently took it away and led me away from it. Why was he doing this? I got even more sad because I didn’t want to leave just yet.
“Ryeowook hyung, I want to see Master.”
My head phjysically hurt from trying to tell my nurse what I wanted to do and so I bit m tongue. How could I forget that Fee’s couldn’t do that unless they asked?
“Jaejoong-ah, you cant see Soo Man-ssi because… because he passed away last night. His heart gave out. I-“
I couldn’t listen any longer. My eyes went wide as I turned around and stared at the doctor and Yunho, still remaining silent. Tears fell down as I felt my heart break. All I heard was the cracking sound as I cried harder.
“But… h-he said…;”
I walked back to the door but Yunhp grabbed my hand. I looked up at him with hurt confusion. Why wasn’t he crying? He should let me go! My head pounded again and I looked down.
“You can’t go in there.”
No longer caring about my genetic nature, I pushed past Yunho and grabbed the door but the older was faster than I thought and restrained me with a backwards hug. I struggled against him but he was only brining me away from the door.
“No! He said he’ll see me! Let me go! I love him, let me go!”
I screamed over and over which just eventually turned into sobs. Yunho continued to hold me as my head pounded so hard that I ended up passing out.
-/-/-/-
“The doctor said he’ll be alright with some rest.”
“Yunho hyung, it actually sounds like you care.”
There was a chuckle then what sounded like someone slapping another person’s arm.
“Shut up Yoocchun-ah. I don’t care about him.”
“You say that but you keep calling him a he and not it. Maybe you do have a heart.”
Those were what I first came to hear when I reached consciousness. I coughed before turning my head and opening my eyes slowly. Yoochun and Yunho were staring at me, one smiling while the other quickly looked away.
“Hey Jaejoong-ah. How’s your head?”
I held it with one hand as I sat up, smiling at Yoochun for asking.
“It doesn’t really hurt anymore… but I don’t remember what happened.”
I thought for a second about what caused me to pass out and suddenly I realized that I had been disobedient. I looked at Yunho with shocked eyes and bowed me head, ears flat.
“I’m sorry Yunho oppa! I-I…”
My body was gripped with emotions once more and I felt like I was about to cry. I remembered why I had disobeyed my Fee nature as well, which also hurt my heart. I slowly lifted my head, hair cascading in front of my eyes as I looked towards the door. I was back in my room.
And Master wasn’t.
“Don’t cry, I cant stand it.”
I quickly turned my head towards Yunho before dropping my eyes. I watched my fingers as they lightly twiddled each other to pass the seconds that felt like hours. The silence nearly hurt my sensitive ears.
“M-may I ask something?”
I continued to twiddled my fingers and curl my toes, anticipating a negative answer.
“What is it?”
Hesitantly, I bit my lip before squeezing my eyes tight, fighting the overwhelming sensation of wanting to cry.
“Is Master gone?”
I didn’t want to believe what I remembed from this morning because it hurt too much. Face looking down. I continued to abuse my lip with my sharp canines until someone decided to answer me.
“Yeah, Soo Man-ssi’s dead.”
And suddenly I couldn’t hold myself back; I hugged my chest and bent forward, crying softly into my lap. I felt my eyes welled up with tears that suddenly was released and washed down my cheeks. My shoulders shook with each barely audible intake of air that I couldn’t control from my burning lungs. They needed air but I didn’t want to have it. I could feel a sharp pain in my sides but I didn’t care to recognize that my own nails were doing it, penetrating my flesh. Did I not love him enough? Did I cause this to happen?
Yunho hyung, he’s going to start bleeding…”
My ears were able to pick up their whispered conversation but I didn’t listen to it. I just wanted to know what I did wrong to have my master leave me like this. A tugging on my sleeve brought me out of my wrecked world and I looked up at Yunho. He was standing next to my bed instead of sitting in the chair previously and held out his arm.
Immediately I crawled on my bed so I could hug my new master (I presumed) around the neck tightly. I could tell that that was not what he intended for me to do but I couldn’t help it. Once I felt him lightly wrap his arms around me, I cried harder into his shoulder.
“W-what did… what did I do? I-I… Punish me for what e-ever it is…”
It was hard to breath, let alone speak but I managed it. Yoochun stood up then and smiled softly.
“Nothing. This isn’t your fault.”
I felt my nose start running and I sniffled while hugging Yunho an little lighter this time.
“…oppa?”
Both Yunho and Yoochun said yes at the same time. I missed the odd look they gave each other but I wouldn’t have understood it anyway. I put my hands on Yunho’s shoulders and pushed away a little so I could look at him.
“M-master?”
Yunho stared at me with shock and slight disgust at first. He looked at Yoochun who smirked almost happily at him. The younger received a glare before Yunho opened his mouth to give me a reply. However, Yoochun already had a reply out faster.
“Yeah, he’s your master now.”