Why Did I End Up Falling In Love With You? [chapter fic 8/9]

[lemoluv22]

The days went by, then weeks, and then eventually months until my birthday strolled along. Yunho had gotten very comfortable around me and me with him. Almost every night we would cuddle, his strong arm wrapped around my waist and I would most definitely purr every night.  Rarely did things go above kissing but one night, I didn’t mind offering a hand job when our grinding got us out of control. At first, Yunho was hesitant to accept my offer (he told me it was because he didn’t want us to move fast which made me believe that we were actually in an equal relationship) but eventually gave in and he seemed more than happy to return the favor. That night, the cuddling had been more pleasant that it usually was.

My birthday was always celebrated Soo Man-ssi and I, him usually rimming me or having me dress up extra “cute” for him. None of the staff ever knew it was my birthday, except Ryeowook, because Soo Man didn’t want other people to know. He never gave me the reason to this but I think it was because I never asked for one. When Yunho found out it was my birthday, he seemed happier than most days.

“Jae! Wake up! We have a lot of things to do today.”

The blinds were suddenly moved and I knew from the voice that this wasn’t my usual Ryeowook wake up call. Yunho normally didn’t wake me up because he had errands to do in the morning but I didn’t care to wonder at the moment. I quickly pulled the blankets over my head and groaned.

“Kyah! What are you doing?”

The sun was much too harsh this time of day; I know because I never get up this early. My body pressed into a tight ball as I felt Yunho get on my head and by his movements, I could judge that he was right on top of me.

“Get up. We have plans so you can’t sleep in.”

Plans? I never have plans except for cleaning the floors and going to do errands with Ryeowook (mostly grocery shopping and the like).  I didn’t believe him and turned over but suddenly the blankets were removed and I had no choice but to cover my eyes, releasing a displease meow. Yunho merely chuckled like this was cute and kissed my forehead before getting off the bed.

“Are all Fees this disobedient?”

I sat up suddenly, looking wide eyed at Yunho even though he had his back turned. My black ears were straight on my head and I could swear I stopped hearing the sound of my heart beat.

“I’m… bad?”

I asked softly because that was never my intention but Yunho turned to look at me with curious eyes before laughing more.

“No Jae, I’m just teasing you. Now get out of bed before I have to yank you out. Do you even know what day it is?”

My body relaxed when he explained that it was joke, a mean joke but a joke nonetheless. I staggered out of bed and calmed my black hair I knew would be facing every which direction.

“Mmm… Thursday? A sunny Thursday too…”

I glared at the sun and headed over to my closet, looking inside. Usually Ryeowook was here to help me pick out clothes…

I didn’t see Yunho roll his eyes at me and walk past. He pulled out an outfit already for me to wear and I smiled.

“Ryeowook-ah told me to give this to you. And yes, it’s a sunny Thursday.”

Yunho’s voice didn’t seem all that genuine but I didn’t care about it as I stared at the pretty clothes, I always had pretty clothes. This one was a white tank top with a large over shirt I knew would hang off one shoulder and some short jean shorts.  By now, I was able to pick out my own shoes, and so I picked out some very comfy sandals. Yunho had already left the room so I could change.

-/-/-/-

The plans that Yunho was talking about seemed to be a list of everything I have ever wanted to do. We went to the zoo, a large mall, a fast food restaurant, and even Yoochun’s house. I was able to play with the elephants and giraffe at the zoo but their smell stung my sensitive nose so I didn’t like staying there for long. The mall had cute necklaces and clothing I wanted to get, and I usually did. Yunho even bought himself a gift and was even kind enough to carry my bags. The fast food restaurant has always been something of a mystery to me because Soo Man-ssi never took me out to restaurants, let alone a place that was cheap and had greasy food but that food was probably the best thing I had ever eaten. We ended up coming back after visiting Yoochun.

Now, going to Yoochun oppa’s place might be a small thing to want but I hadn’t had a chance to really talk to him except for that one time long ago. He seemed to be happy that we dropped by though and I was able to have a long chat with his boyfriend, Junsu oppa. Yunho later told me in the car that he was planning to propose to his boyfriend sometime in the future and I couldn’t help but think that they were something like a fairy tale. They loved each other and didn’t need the help of a Fee to do it.

“Is there any where else? I believe there still might be some places left open.”

It was dusk by now and I was tired. My feet hurt and my skin felt like it took in so much UV rays that I might have actually gotten tanner. I laid down in the back of the limo and meowed like I was in pain. My head ended up being on Yunho’s lap and he smiled down at me, brushing my hair back. I began to wonder when we got this close…

“Yunho oppa, why do you like me? And why are we going everywhere?”

He chuckled and looked out the tinted window.

“I like you Jaejoong-ah because… Because you weren’t the Fee I thought you were. My father has had many Fees, you know, but they were all the same. There was something different about you I discovered and it makes me happy. That’s why I like you.”

I smiled up at him and brought my hand up to run through his dark brown hair. He was kind enough to put his head down enough for my fingers to reach.

“It’s not just because I was your present? Or that the will is signed in my name?”

Yunho shook his head and looked down at me, a little sadder before pushing my shoulders, helping me sit up straight.

“None of that. But on to your other question. I got help from Ryeowook-ah on all the places you told him you wanted to visit and I thought it would be a nice gift to bring you.”

“Why though?”

Yunho petted my head like I was the cutest little child he had ever seen. But of course, I wasn’t a child because I hit puberty just last month thank you! It was a surprise to me to see that I could actually cum.  I’d thought I would never hit it, but to have it so early… Ryeowook and I were both surprised but I don’t believe Yunho even knows.  We haven’t done anything recently to show my new changes, even if they were just me growing a few inches higher, cumming, and getting a little more easily turned on.

“It’s your birthday. On this sunny regular Thursday, about fifteen years ago, you were born.”

What? That couldn’t be right! I wouldn’t miss forget my birthday…. So I stare at him in confusion. Our eyes lock and his soft smile didn’t change even though I got more and more confused because obviously he was lying. He had to be lying. I wouldn’t forget about something like this and he didn’t know about it anyway! This was impossible!

I hit Yunho’s leg playfully and he laughs at me before hugging me tightly. I eventually laugh to and hug him just as tightly. It makes me happy that we can act so normal… even though I’m his slave. I love Yunho.  He doesn’t love me and that is how things are. I’ll deal with it like every Fee must because number one rule in Fee life- Remember you aren’t living forever, remember you won’t stay young and you won’t be loved.  Remember.

-/-/-/-

“Aigoo Yunho oppa I love all these things!”

I squealed in delight at all the happy little bags I had on my bed from the day. I didn’t know that whatever Yunho bought at the mall wasn’t for him but was for me! He bought me cute collars, clothes, and even some children books. I couldn’t read the words, however, but the pictures were enough to be more interesting than any movie or show. I was able to use my own brain to conjure up what they were saying and it was so…. Good.

Yunho chuckled and settled on my round bed, stealing a pillow to play with the corners on it.

“It’s fine Jae, I’m really happy you like them. But I have one more gift I want to give you. You can decline if you want, no pressure ok? Just… I want you to act like a person, not a slave when I ask you this. Seriously.”

I put down the large book and stared at him with wide brown eyes. I nod my head and crossed my legs, trying to act serious but I was so excited for today, even though the day was practically over. He… Yunho… he just made this all possible for me. Maybe it was silly to get hyped up on these small things he gave me or did for me, but that was just it! Yunho took time out of his day for me. Just me.

The older man looked down at the pillow in his hands before placing it on the bed and standing up. I watched him the whole way as he turned towards me and leaned over, our faces almost touching. I never stopped looking at him because maybe if I blinked, Yunho wouldn’t be there any longer. In front of me, I mean. My heart beats so hard that I want it to stop distracting me and I believe Yunho feels the same because he can’t only just stare at one eye, he makes sure to look at both. I’m mesmerized with him because I don’t know what the other gift is. But certainly I have an idea.

I felt like Yunho was just going to hover near my face forever so as soon as I felt my tail flick playfully in the air, I wrap my arms slowly around his neck and kiss him. I kiss him softly and sweetly, the way I like best, and hope that my bold actions were ok. However, I’ve been with Yunho enough to know that he wasn’t as strict as Soo Man-ssi and the thing he likes best is when I act myself and not a slave. My black ears fall flat against my head and I press harder, gasping when Yunho slowly lowers me back on the bed and places a hand on my hip.

The question I waited for was never asked and even though I was curious, the kissing between us was enough to distract me from it. My legs bent at the knees and I was more than happy than to allow Yunho in between them. He was a man I could trust not to go too far, and even though my body pleaded for things he wouldn’t give, it wasn’t much of a problem. I understood that he took his time and even though he didn’t like Fees, and he didn’t believe they were good people,  I liked to think he thought of me as good, and one to be happy with for a long time.

I got caught up in the kiss and forgot that Yunho didn’t like me doing some things, like pushing out hips together and blushed heavily when he pulled away from the kiss. He pushed my black hair back and lightly scratched an ear. I closed my eyes in bliss and purred. He always liked hearing me purr.

“Can I make love to you Jaejoong-ah?”

I almost didn’t catch Yunho’s question but once I did, I opened my eyes quickly and stared at him. His face was honest and he searched my eyes like he feared I would say no.  Wait… he told me I had an option; I could refuse this ‘gift’ if I wanted like a normal person could. That was why he was afraid. I could refuse, but never would I do it. But never would I let Yunho ruin his principles for me.

“Yunho oppa, you do not like Fees that way. You told me so, so I… I can’t.”

Yunho smiled softly and I felt a break in my heart. Why must I make sacrifices I don’t want to? He told me to answer like a human but would a person answer it that way? I had no idea because I never understood the human mind. It was too complicated and too complex with emotions. They were nothing like us Fees.

“Jaejoong-ah… Jae… Baby… I care about you more than a man should for a Fee. “

My eyes went wide; Yunho never gave me a pet name other than Jae and his words… His words meant everything in the world to me and suddenly I was kissing him desperately. He made me feel like I was more than some sexual slave for him and now, I wanted to be with him forever and ever. I wanted him to only touch me whenever he needed something and only hug me. Sure that was very selfish for a Fee and it wasn’t uncommon for a man to have more than one at a time but Yunho never had a Fee before. He had only had me and maybe… that was all he needed.

Later I would kill those love thoughts out of my head because they meant nothing to the outside world, the one where Yunho lived in. But in my head, it meant my life wasn’t meaningless and I’ll keep it for as long as Yunho stays by my side. For now, that was only tonight.

Yunho pressed against me, more confident this time, on the bed and I could feel him slowly grind against me. I moaned softly, allowing him the perfect time to enter my mouth with his tongue and search around. It sent small sparks in my mouth, causing me to gasp and tighten my stomach as I played back.  He was just so lithe with his movements and so good at kissing that I ended up moaning and he chuckled, breaking the kiss to attack my neck finally. It allowed me time to breath but it was never silent; I always moaned at something he did because Yunho made sure he did everything with precision. He had already taken off my shirt before he took a nipple into his mouth and sucked on it before rubbing it around with his teeth. I shuddered and arched my back, hands entangling themselves with Yunho’s hair. My tail was long out of my control as he played with his ab muscles sensually, occasionally ghosting over his hard on. Fuck… I just wanted to feel that once with my hands (or anywhere else that he might prefer but I didn’t want to get ahead of myself).

My own erection was hurting me through my pants and I tried to relieve it with the small grinds against Yunho but he read my mind and suddenly his hands were there, undoing the button and zipper before tugging down his pants. The air contacting my bare skin made me shiver but I wanted Yunho’s pants off too. He seemed much too interested in taking care of my perk nubs to care for his own perk nub in his jeans just yet and my small arms couldn’t possibly reach. My tail, however, had all the fun it could while dragging itself back and forth over the bulge. It even went so far as to try and slip past his hemline but that was only possible when the older got the hint and undid only the button of his jeans. Personally, I didn’t mind my chest nearly as exciting as I found Yunho’s dick to be but he continued to mess with my nipple until they were red. I never stopped moaning, gradually getting louder, but tail had managed to successfully think fully without efforts from my brain.

I couldn’t think well and so therefore, my tail couldn’t have been instructed to slip inside Yunho’s pants, past the slit in the boxers and touch the hot, hard skin it contained. My body felt it instantly, though, and almost rabid like, I wanted to grope and grind more. Yunho’s hand on my hip prevented this and as I watched his face, I could tell that he couldn’t do much more than groan. He had abandoned my chest and now panted a few inches above me, basking in the feel of my tail stroking his cock off.  It made it even better that I got hornier every time I stroked him as well. My black tail messed with his slit, getting precum on the tip of the small fur before slowly dragging down against the hard skin to the base and meeting something it certainly had a lot of fun with.

Yunho groaned a little louder and briefly opened his eyes to stare at me. His eyes were black like my hair and I saw his shudder before he kissed me harshly. It only made me moan louder and yearn for my turn to touch and love on him. This time, Yunho gave it to me and turned us over so I was on top of him. I straddled his lap happily before bringing tugging on Yunho’s pants to get them away. Being naked didn’t bother me because I was quite comfortable with me pale body, even if Yunho wasn’t naked with me. However, I wanted his pants and underwear to at least be off; I didn’t think I was asking that much.

The older didn’t have a problem with me being eager and wanting, helping me take the pants and boxers off. His hands slipped through my black locks as I brought my head down and took his dick into my mouth instantly. I moaned because I haven’t been able to give head to my master in a long time, the last time being Soo Man-ssi. Yunho never allowed me to get this sexual with him before and I really wanted to know where this new found ‘caring’ came from but that was most definitely a question best saved for later.

I took Yunho’s erection deep into my mouth before sucking on it heavily, bringing my head back and forth to create a bobbing motion. He moaned and tightened his hold on my hair, letting me know I was doing a good job. Inside, I felt pride knowing that I hadn’t lost my touch even after a few long long months.  My tongue dragged across the bottom, tracing the vein Yunho had there, before drawing my head back and giving special attention to his tip. I suck and licked heavily with my tongue, hoping to draw out as much of that sweet precum as I could get. I wasn’t sure if it was just my taste buds or if this happened to all Fees but as I grew up, I became more adapt to the salty taste of a man’s dick and now it tasted nearly as good as a ice cream sundae Ryeowook makes for me on occasion. Knowing it was Yunho’s dick inside my mouth, and his taste that soon spread around in there; I didn’t want to ever let it out of my mouth. However, I did so as I brought my head back to give myself enough room to lap at the slit like the little kitten I was. Yunho’s groans and moans never stopped and they filled my ears. The sound was delicious and I felt like I couldn’t make him any better but Yunho apparently thought of a way.

He pulled me back and up his chest to get kissed with enough force to make me whimper.  Yunho took no time to slow down and I felt him press fingers against my entrance. With no hesitation, I pushed back on them until two were buried deep. I groaned loudly, sitting up a little straighter and moving my hips so I was rocking on Yunho’s fingers. Sometimes I wonder why I acted so ready and sexually experienced but I think it was because I’ve been made for this moment and it took nearly 10 years for it to actually happen to me. I have wanted it for so incredibly long that I couldn’t possibly wait any longer. I wanted it now and I wanted it to be Yunho. No, I needed it and I needed Yunho.

It seemed that scissoring me took forever but it was a long amount of torture that I liked. Once, when I opened my eyes, I saw Yunho watch my body being prepped and lick his lips seductively.

“O-oppa… ahhh I need you. Give me nnghhh…. Your cock.”

Yunho had the audacity to chuckle at me and I wanted to whimper because that wasn’t something I wanted to exactly here when I was making a plea to get fucked.

“I thought Fees weren’t allowed to make demands.”

This I did whimper at because I didn’t want to think about the Fee’s rules. I just wanted Yunho inside me and clearly he wanted me right? He had to! I wasn’t making this up in my dreams because if this was, there wouldn’t be anything in the world that would make me wake up from it. I wanted this to be real so… so bad.

“I-It’s my mmmhh birth… birthday.”

Yunho chuckled again but turned us over once he removed his fingers. I smiled up at him and willingly spread my legs wide. He locked eyes with me as he removed his shirt finally, something I believe should have been done first because his muscles were desperately wanted by my tail.  Biting my lip, I closed my eyes and waited for something to happen, that magical feeling of finally being filled and losing my virginity. That feeling never came and I opened my eyes, looking worried. Yunho was looking at me with some slight sadness and didn’t get any nearer to my waiting entrance.

“Did my father touch you Jaejoong-ah? He told me he left you a virgin but…”

Obviously he didn’t trust Soo Man-ssi.

I sat up on my elbows and looked sadly at him, hoping he wasn’t planning on changing his mind because we got this far!

“No, he didn’t touch me. I wondered why he never had sex with me… I think it was because I was your gift.”

“Jaejoong-ah don’t lie to me.”

Yunho’s voice was even but I started to get anxious.

“No, I am not lying! He really didn’t have sex with me. Y-you can find out by… by doing it.”

Looking down at my naked body, I leaned back onto the bed and looked at the nearly clear veil above my bed and waited for Yunho to decide. He would either move away and never touch me again, or he could get on top of me and shove that delicious hard dick inside of me and fuck me until he cums with everything in his power. When I ended up moaning loudly, tightening my stomach, I realized which choice he chose.

Yunho entered me without any more hesitation and he thrust inside of me so well that I couldn’t even think of him stopping. I wrapped my legs around his waist and clutched onto his shoulders, moaning for more.  Yunho seemed to enjoy me as well with his groans increasing in volume but it never seemed to rival my sounds. I couldn’t believe that sex would feel like this, something much similar to Yunho messing with my tail and ears for hours. I imagined that it felt as good as Yunho felt when I gave him head, or maybe I was just dramatizing it.  Either way, I embraced the slight pain that came with Yunho thrusting inside of me even harsher. I didn’t realize I was nearly screaming for him to fuck me harder until I came onto my chest. He had abused my prostate so thoroughly that the pleasure shooting up my spine hurt too much. Still, however, Yunho wasn’t sated.

He continued to thrust inside of me even after I had came. His thrusts did stop with the large amounts of force but that only made him go faster. Nonetheless, my cries mixed with his moans until he came inside of me. I shivered and felt completely spent, forgetting that I had practically clawed his back to a point that wouldn’t be comfortable in the morning and whimpered when he moved out.

“I… I want… you in.”

I whispered it softly because I couldn’t open my eyes. I couldn’t even move my hands from my side because I was so exhausted. Yunho laughed but went off my bed, probably to clean himself off and leave; I didn’t expect him to stay. As the cum leaked out of me, the energy I had left went to my tail. It moved and stayed right beneath my abused hole and collected Yunho’s cum the best it could. I didn’t know Yunho watched as I brought the liquid onto my chest, rubbing it there before using my fingers to bring the semen to my mouth and lick it up slowly.

“Do you really want me to have sex with you again?”

Yunho’s voice startled me and I opened my eyes, quickly looking at him with worry. I didn’t really want him to see that and so I blushed, looking away.

“Maybe… but I’m really tired. I just… I really like your cum.”

Yunho laughed and still with his naked body, went down on the bed next to me and pulled me against his chest.

“Go to sleep then. There will be enough time tomorrow to… do that.”

I blushed harder but nodded my head. Tomorrow would be full of promise.

“Goodnight oppa. I… I love you.”

“Goodnight baby.”