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[lemonadeandlove]

i am upstate. thank goodness because i really was going to kill someone or myself if i stayed there any longer. it was seriously an avalanche of bad things falling down a hill of more bad things having that whole "snow ball affect" and yeah it was just bad. my sister's apartment is beautiful and i am so jealous that she has this. all wood floors

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[dyingsoundswell]

Sometimes you get to worried about being popular with your social life, and you push away people who really care about you. Jamie, I hate you only for being so fucking amazing, your like that girl that no matter how far you fall away from me, I can't seem to not think about you. I don't dwell on you, or anything creepy like that, but when I do think of you, I force myself not to because I realize you won't make the time for me, and I am just holding my breath. I know I've said it a million times before, but NO MATER WHAT, I'm always there for you. You could not speak to me in years, and I wouldn't be able to turn down helping you. You just need to simplify your life, having a million friends, realize that the majority of them are superficial, and will fade out real quick. Fuck, I don't know what I'm saying anymore. If you ever need me, 631.830.5498.