God...just hearing the way she says "hey" would make me feel atleast a little bit alright. I've never needed to talk to her so badly in my life...

Back safely from 4 days in Cara-land...

...I love her.

Y'know who I haven't talked to in like...a century or something?

Seamus.

I miss the bitch too. How wierd.

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It's time to return to the real world...

...I'm so lucky to have her. I miss her already.

Three new favorite songs:

1. Clown - Korn
2. Stitches - Orgy
3. Halo - Soil

Just. Guh. Amazing songs.

Hmm. So today is Cara's and my 6 month anniversary. And yeah, little bit lonely right now. She seems a lot further away when she's on another continent. And just...I dunno. I'll never find a girl I'd be more happy to spend 6 months of my life with. So her being in Brazil is a small issue anyway. Maybe she'll call today. Either way, I still love her ( Read more... )

Dude. My ex-girlfriend Elisha is engaged. She's like....17. And engaged. Dude.

I love Cara. Everything about her. They way her eyes dissapear when she smiles. Her shoulder/head shrug. How she's the only person I know who can make me cry. There is SO much about that I absolutely love.

Nobody has ever made me feel the way she does...

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