i am sooo ready for camp!

peace, love and honestly, i can't remember

I am the luckiest person alive. Yesterday I was feeling all sad and horrible for crashing the car. It just seemed like one more thing to add to the list broken things. Around 9 o’clock there was an unexpected knock at the door. It was a surprise visit by my wonderful friends. They treated me at Jaxsons and then to the beach. Thank you so much for ( Read more... )

I sit here…. wondering what to type. I wish I could spit out an inspirational post. I wish I could write about how good my day was yesterday. I wish I could write about how much fun my summer has been. But I can’t. Why can’t I? BECAUSE I CONTINUE TO SUCK AT LIFE!! I just keep screwing up over and over and over again. I’m sick of it! I’m sick of ( Read more... )

Change of plans: my mom told me I was leaving for camp this week, but I looked at the paper and it says NEXT week. That bites. It really does. It was perfect timing, but now I’ll be gone when you get home ( Read more... )

Friday night I had dinner with my mom and troy. It was cool. I was a little mute. Hopefully he’ll be joining us for wings and curls. I was supposed to be home at nine, but I was a little late. Andrew came to pick me up and we went downtown and walked around. There wasn’t much to do there so we went to the beach. It was avalanchin, we went on the ( Read more... )

Hey, does anyone know how to fix a bike? The chain on the bike fell off and the gears are messed up. arg ( Read more... )

I cost money. I cost time. I cause stress. I cause trouble. Gee, sometimes I can really suck at life. I’m sorry ( Read more... )

I thought things were getting better.

I was wrong

why is he so angry? why does he do the things he does? why doesn’t he do the things he doesn’t? why is it always someone else’s fault? why can’t I help? I can only understand so much. I can ask him why he never learns, but then again, neither do I.

i come home in 1 day!! first stop....the beach ( Read more... )

painting....one room down. 2 more to go ( Read more... )

The past couple of days rocked! I had so many awesome conversations. I learned so much. The 2nd best part was the beach. The sand was like powder. I found massive amounts of sand dollars in the water. It was crazy…to pick them out of the water and see them alive. The sunset was beautiful. HUGE sun. awesomeness ( Read more... )