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[lemonpixie]

I went to the doctor on friday to ask a couple things. My throats been hurting... But Other than that about my severe lack of sleep. Well turns out I have 6 of the 9 signs of depression...i kinda knew that. She wants to put me on Zoloft.... I think I just want a shrink. Im not that bad...i think. I take lorazepam every once in awhile when I get a

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[alexico_alexico]

oh my... Hiv is scary... i am going to take a test soon myself. I recently did somethgn stupid on my part and i'm freakin out now. But ya, I'm sure if i saw a doc about my depression, they'd want to give me something too... this year has been tough, i think for a lot of people. Feel better Lace and hope all is ok. And my family thanks you for your card =) It helps...

[lemonpixie]

Oh yeah...it came back negative as expected. I didnt make another post of it because no one really reads this thing. At least now I can say I am defintitely clean :)
I'm glad they liked it! I just wanted you all to know how much I loved her and will miss her.
As for the depression
im just trying to cope with it on my own, and I know I shouldn't but at the moment I dont have much of a choice. I just cop with it by surrounding myself with people who actually care. I've made a lot of changes in early 2006 that have been hard but nessecary. And i'm just coping with the drawbacks of those changes I guess. I have a feeling things will turn around soon enough