and after a night's sleep...couple of sms-es from concerned friends...i think i'm feeling better. better in the sense that i cannot be bothered anymore. tt whatever they say, is not gg to affect me anymore. i'll just do whatever they want, since this is obviously what they're hoping to get out of me. i'm not even gg to argue about the fact that i'm ( Read more... )

my blog entries are no longer happy ( Read more... )

...is sad =(

at times when i'm just idling around at home...an urge to express gratitude just surges. my aloof and "cool" image doesnt allow me to express myself very well verbally so i always remind myself that from time to time, i MUST tell ppl around me how thankful i am for their presence in my life...in writing unfortunately but yeah, best i can do without ( Read more... )

a sudden urge to bitch. yes, about work. i don't understand myself sometimes...even with a throw-letter date decided, i'm still angsty about how ppl don't spare a thought when they assign tasks. i'm not sure if i ever spoke abt this soon-to-be 19 y/o girl in my dept who is supposed to be performing the same tasks as me? lucky for her...she's only ( Read more... )

has been procrastinating about blogging. yes, there have been things happening but somehow or rather, i'm just too bum-ish to put them into words. but to summarise it all, been good for the past couple of months since my last entry. yes, still angsty abt work but since i've made the decision to leave after i hit my 2nd year (got a time-line set), i ( Read more... )

golly. how long has it been since i last wrote? anw since my last entry...i've taken a much more aloof attitude towards work. i figured, since nobody appreciates my effort anyway, why should i work so hard? it's against my character but the working world is so cruel...if i kept up with my old style of work, i'd die of exhaustion and still nobody ( Read more... )

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it seems that my life is filled with random moments these days...nothing significant to blog about so...just a show-and-tell session...


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when the phones kept coming in today...this sudden thought flashed through my mind once again ( Read more... )