September 11 claimed another soul. I'll never get to bring my child into this world.

Welp, I went to the OBGYN Tuesday and got a whole bunch of free stuff and an ultrasound to see how far along I am. Welp, I'm only 6 weeks into my pregnancy, which is a bummer, I was hoping to be a little farther along than that. My doctor fussed about my weight and now I'm on a "diet" of sorts (only one soda a day, water the rest of it. Bowl of ( Read more... )

Welp, the excitement wore off into worry for a little bit, and Derrick started to not want the baby, but now everything is fine. We are both scared, but the excitement will always be there for me. I'm going to Wal-Mart tonight to buy photo albums and print some pictures out. Need to have something to show my baby boy or girl when she gets old ( Read more... )

Derrick's mother died at the age of 43 on the 25th of July. And the day she died I started having horrible stomach pains and behold, a pregnancy test later I find out I'm pregnant with the grandchild she was always asking for. And in my disbelief, two more pregnancy tests and a doctor's visit later, I am positively going to be a mommy in either ( Read more... )

I enrolled in college to get certified and maybe get a degree as a computer technician.

So now I work full time at Ford and, starting this summer, will take night classes at Sullivan University. I hope I can make it.

As long as I've got Derrick, I think I can.

My Dad has a girlfriend now. At first I was happy, being that I'm never home and I felt bad b/c he was always home alone... She's really nice and cool. But today, after eating dinner with them both, my Dad packed his lunch for work and went to her apartment... Which means he is staying all night ( Read more... )

I'm engaged! Go me!

It's sad, when you get up in the morning and get ready to put your make-up on, that you have to stop and think, 'should I? What if he thinks that I'm putting my make-up on to impress another guy?' When I was originally thinking 'I'm going to put my make-up on and try to look good for the guy I want to be with'. I treat him really good, but if I ( Read more... )

Well, I no longer live with my Father. I moved into my boyfriend's apartment over off Hurstborne. No, it's not the same boyfriend though. Pretty much right after I updated on how good Chris and I were doing he got mad at my not having my cell phone on me and broke up with me. So I said "fuck it" when he wanted to get back together and hooked up ( Read more... )

Usually on New Years Eve I go out and party, but this time I had more fun just staying at home. This is my Dad's first New Years alone, since him and my Mom divorced back in August. So I cooked him and my boyfriend Chris dinner, and all three of us sat around and watched movies and joked around. It's one of those things, where you just don't ( Read more... )