And here we are kicking off what has the potential to be yet another quite interesting weekend. Once Mandy is done with class, her and I are going shopping, then we're off to take care of some business that is in desperate need of handling. Just goes to show that I really should listen to those around me. Then I wouldn't be stuck where I am at the ( Read more... )

Homecoming pretty much sucked. I'd be one helluva happy camper if there was never, EVER a repeat of what happened. Ohy.

Although, something good has the potential to come of it...and even that is a very rocky situation...

Love Another Day
Rascal Flatts

It's 3 AM and you're still wide awake
Wondering how much more your broken heart can take
All he left you with was shattered dreams
I know it's hard to see right now, it's not as bad as it seems

You'll live to love another day
Happiness is on it's way
Hold on
It won't be long
I know the pain you're living in
Sometimes ( Read more... )

Apparently, I have a big tattoo or sign somewhere on me that I wasn't aware of that says doormat. Fucking a. I don't even know anymore. I'm so fed up and sick of this. And it makes me mad. Why? Because it reiterates the fact that I care. That I care too much, more than I ever wanted to. That this was big. Bigger than I ever wanted it to be. God. ( Read more... )

It's Homecoming Week! I'm really excited, because it will be my first year actually being involved in things. Granted, I marched and whatnot last year, but that did not allow for the fun that will be had this week. Building the float, the activities, hanging out with my girls and the DSPs - it's going to be a lot of fun. Personally, I'm really ( Read more... )

I was sitting in my CI 316 class, looking around the room as we were discussing some of the readings from our textbooks, and it hit me. All of us sitting in that room are hoping and aspiring to be teachers. And as I thought, I began to think more about my own hopes and dreams. Despite how assured I am at times in my abilities, I am absolutely ( Read more... )

Tonight, as I was standing in the circle during our preference ceremony, looking at all the faces of the girls surrounding me, and listening to the words of the ceremony, it hit me. I love these girls and this sorority with all of my heart. While I knew and acknowledged that previously, it was tonight that I realized how truly important to me Delta ( Read more... )

It has been crazy. This week is probably one of the longest, yet most fulfilling, weeks of the school year. Formal recruitment is going, ending with Bid Day on Thursday. It's a lot of fun, but incredibly exhausting. We're looking at what will be the future of the sorority. And not just a sorority. MY sorority. Delta Zeta. The reason I am still in ( Read more... )

So I managed to either: sprain, strain, or tear a muscle in my lower back. Very painful. I have 3 forms of medication: a generic vicodin, muscle relaxant, and naproxene. This should be interesting. I just need the pain to stop. It's been a rough day ( Read more... )

I can't believe it's been 5 years. The time has passed so quickly. But yet it feels like just yesterday. The shock, the anxiety, the impatience...waiting, hoping.

In loving memory of Lt. Col. Dennis Johnson.