You were all the things I thought i knew and i thought we could be...You were EVERYTHING EVERYTHING that i wanted we were meant to be, supposed to be but we lost it. All of those memories so close to me just fade away....All this time u were pretending! So much for my happy ending ( Read more... )

Hey..Tonight has been a night from hell. Joey's pissed at me for some reason. I think it's because he wants me to break up with Codey. I don't want to though. I finally found somone who likes me back and makes me happy and no one wants to accept it! Lauren cried most of the night because of Caleb. These are the times that make you wish you were ( Read more... )

I haven't written in a while for the same reason i said last time. Well....i'm at my grandpa's house and i'm gonna be leaving here @ 10am to go to TN. I won't be back till friday!! Well, Codey's back and he replied to my e's the day i left to come up here!! lol I KNEW THAT WAS GONNA HAPPEN!!! lol.Well...not much has happened! if u wanna talk to me ( Read more... )

Hey...I'm sorry I haven't written in a while. I have really been inspired to. Well....not much has happened....Codey still isn't back, Joey hasn't Ally out yet, and Lauren still won't call Derec. She broke up with Josh because "she has strong feelings for Derec"...yea well...must not be to strong because she still "loves" Caleb! Ohh! That makes me ( Read more... )

Hey it's Tiffany of course. So how are u? I'm fine here! Joey is being an ass! I TRIED being nice to him but ya know it doesn't work! So screw him! If he doesn't want to be my friend then it's his loss not mine!I'll type more later...I'm tired..good nite!

Hey...I just received an e-mail from Codey saying he left...He's going to be in Arkansas for 2 weeks :'(. That's a long time for me not to talk to him....I'm gonna miss him.
Well, my cuz is having gastic-bypass surgery.We're going up to the hositpal after we eat lunch. So I'm gonna go listen to depressing music! Bye!

~Tiffany~

I just read Christy's journal! This guy has upset her and i want to hurt him!!!!! He's saying that he thinks it's best for them to stop talking becuz he doesn't want to hurt his relationship with he's g/f!! Well just the other day, he told Christy that he liked HER!!! Oh!! Guys are sooooo stupid (cept the ones i like lol!)....anyways, i think my ( Read more... )

Hi! I just got my comp and internet back up! I did something last night and wouldn't let me get online or do anything. SO...i reinstalled windows xp and reinstalled everything else.(i was smart and backed up my files!!)!! Well....i'm gonna go!! Nothing much has happened cept i can eat better! OH!! Codey, if you read this...thanks for being there ( Read more... )

One day, it will come for me.
IT will take me forever.
I will finally no longer be,
Just some lonely girl.
It will console me,
Control my every move.
It will be the key,
To unlock something inside me.
It will make me happy,
It will make me sad.
It will be good,
And it could be bad.
But it doesn't care,
Love wants to control me.

Room of black,
Blood or red.
It pours out as I fall,
back onto my flowered bed.
I feel it now,
My soul leaving.
My final vow,
Is to love you forever.
The darkness covers my eyes,
The covers my soul.
My blood covers al my lies,
And leaves me cleansed.
This is my ending,
Even though it isn't happy,
My fate is now pending.
This is my final goodbye.