Yes, one more thing. I didn't mention that I'm a selfish bitch who only cares about herself. This doesn't even involve Eddie anymore. All I care about is how my shit is going. I hate myself.

Yesterday Danielle and me went to the Hunter library to do "site-seeing," haha. It's a huge ass library. Nine floors. So I decided to take out Crime and Punishment, except this time, in Russian. I couldn't find any Russian versions, so I took another one called Brothers Karamazov. It was a choice between that and "The Idiot." I don't know, I ( Read more... )

So I woke up at 6 today, fell asleep on the train, got to school, sat through an hour of completely totally pointless recitation. Then we had lab. Again, totally pointless. We had a chinese girl who was in charge of lab and no one could understand anything she was saying cuz of her accent. I got out early. I have like two chapters due tomorrow ( Read more... )

I wrote this long ass entry last night but now it's not showing up. So that made a bit pissed. Last few days I've actually been busy. This is like the first time in months that I'm not keeping up with my friends list. Went to Six Flags on Wednesday. It was drizzling the whole time there, but it was alright. Went on all the rides and still ( Read more... )

All evening I was worried that my Mom would catch me because I lied to her. Once again. I gotta stop doing that. This time I left a number and said I'm going with a friend, so I was afraid she'd call her and shit cuz I was late. Anyway, we went to the observatory with Artur and his friend Kostya on the Empire State building today. It was fun ( Read more... )

It has been confirmed once again that talking about your problems doesn't make you feel any better.

I was reading Elina's livejournal and reading through the comments that I posted. I had a smile on my face. I feel nostalgic or something. I started missing school, people from school, and the things I looked forward to while I was in school. I don't know if she's back from upstate yet, but I miss her. I remember how when I had crushes on ( Read more... )

So i'm preparing myself for college. Training my body for multiple all nighters. Eating Campbells soup.

I can just imagine Nathan or Matthew coming back to the dorms, me in my boxers and a wife beater with a handkerchief wrapped around my head listening to mambo music ironing my socks. I don't know what else I have to get.

I don’t think I’ve ever been this angry in my life. I never throw things around, but just now I couldn’t help myself. I threw the phone on the couch with all my might and it bounced off and hit the floor. I screamed “I’m going to kill her!” Now it’s broken and my parents are screaming at me, telling me I’m psychotic. I just couldn’t stand it, ( Read more... )

Work was pretty bad today. A lot of mixups, a lot of unnecessary arguments. After I told some of the workers about my views of Rite Aid, they all agreed with me and told me we should have a worker meeting and discuss the issues that bother people, haha. The girl that takes over when the manager leaves is so annoying. Any little thing happens ( Read more... )