Well, I know you find it hard to smile to keep your happiness in style

[lendahand]

I guess I should update today after the entry I wrote last night. I guess you could say that hell froze over. We actually got snow today. It started about 3:30 this morning. I should know because I was still up. I think I went to sleep around 4 I can't really remember. I got woke up about 5:30 from Lynne bringing in the monitor for pawpaw. I couldn

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[indeliblemuse]

escaping always seems like a nice thing to do at certain times...
hope things get better and dont blame yourself.
Shit happens.

[lendahand]

Escape would be lovely at this moment but the question is where to? It's kind of hard not to blame myself. It seems like this wasn't happening before me. Maybe I'm just a curse.