Comments | lendahand: "I'm drowning inside your head, help me to answer, help me to understand"

lendahand

"I'm drowning inside your head, help me to answer, help me to understand"

Mar 14, 2004 03:10

Ok can someone please tell me what the hell I did in a past life for what's happened in my life to have happened. Seriously people I want to know? I swear anytime anything is going good in my life something happens to screw everything up ( Read more... )

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lepremierbaiser March 14 2004, 07:33:10 UTC

i wish i could help. life was so much simpler when all we had to worry about was how we were going to seduce stephan.

lendahand March 14 2004, 19:52:13 UTC

You have no idea how much I wish sometimes I could go back to those days. To be young and at least somewhat hopefull again. Then I remember just how much 15 and 16 sucked most of the time. Although we really did have some good times even if we were only around each other like two times in person.

iamkhal March 14 2004, 10:47:45 UTC

Hey, i'm sorry your going through all that. i had a friend that got killed and... i know how you feel having a friend that wants to take their own life. it's hard to deal with especially when there;s so many people gettting killed by other people. i don't know if all this is coming out right but i am sorry...one of my friends are going through the same thing that your friend is... i hope everything turns out alright!

lendahand March 14 2004, 20:00:31 UTC

I've had people close to me kill themselves it sucks. I just wish I knew what was wrong with him. I feel so helpless all the damn time.

indeliblemuse March 17 2004, 07:00:55 UTC

Conversation...
Person 1: Do you know Linda?
me: Linda who?
Person 1: Hand...didn't you used to hang out with and do tons of stuff like going to concerts...talking on the phone...etc.etc.?
me: hmm...now that you mention it...I think I DID...it has been so long so I really couldnt tell you....
END CONVERSATION.
*GOOD GOD ALMIGHTY*
Where are ya? lmao
We should talk. Haven't talked to you in forever...I checked out the MM bands. Still working...typing...blah blah blah
Today is Dean's birthday...so I went with Mic yesterday to pick out a cake...he soooo got sponge bob. LMAO
They are all going out to pizza tonight...and I am staying home with the kids. We are decorating a little bit...and we got little hats...and noise makers. woo.
This weekend I hope to be drunk at the poker game. We shall see.
Mic's sis owes her...so hopefully I will be able to go.
CALL ME...I know things arent going well...or dont seem to be...
why didnt I just email all of this? Oh well.
So call me.
love ya!
~Elise

lendahand March 17 2004, 11:00:46 UTC

May I ask who the fuck was that conversation with? I don't know a person one. I'm guessing maybe possibly Torie but I doubt it. I tried calling to know answer, so I'll try later. I'm probably going over to Derek's tonight b/c he's having a mini-little St. Patrick's Day party. I doubt there will be drunkeness for me because Martin will be there though and yeah I'm not dealing with that shit. If he's there I hope he leaves me the fuck alone.

iamkhal March 18 2004, 19:52:15 UTC

Wow!! Four months... I'll go crazy looking for a job for four months. I need one now.
But yea, luckily i have an appointment for this program that i can get my diploma through thats like 3 hours a day so that should be cool.

Good luck on you going back too.