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[lennaofmidearth]

My icon pretty much sums it up.

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[_hannelore]

I don't usually respond to these, I'll admit, but for you **hugs**

[lennaofmidearth]

*hugs* Thanks. I know you don't, and I don't usually post these. At least not without a rant or something with it. It's just...one of those mornings.

[_hannelore]

Yeah, that's why I replied, especially for that. Hate to be the one to chime in, but Dal's right... stress will do more than provide stomach aches and bad days, it can be something that'll stick with you for the long term. This just one of those days or something that needs to be smacked hard?

[lennaofmidearth]

Yeah, I know. I just had a long talk with Z~ (who said the same stuff as Dal) and I'm doing much better. I need to stop letting things build up and talk about stuff more. I think that's a major problem for me. I don't really talk about stuff until I reach the breaking point.

[dalhessian]

*hugs* That bad a day already?

[lennaofmidearth]

*hugs* I think it was the lying awake since four. That's when I do my most worrying about stuff. I just lie there and worry and stress. So I get up tired and miserable. And it was just worse than usual this morning.

[dalhessian]

You need to stop doing that, Lenna. It doesn't solve anything. All it does is wind you up and make you miserable like this. What comes comes. Stressing yourself out doesn't make it happen sooner or later.

[lennaofmidearth]

I know, Dal. And I try. But it's hard to change the way you've been for as long as you can remember. I stressed in kindergarten. I repeated kindergarten because I wouldn't be able to handle the stress of first grade. It's a part of who I am. And I know it's unhealthy, and I hate being like this so much. But it's so hard to just relax and let it go.

[wildswanspond]

Hugs :-( Hope your day gets better.

[lennaofmidearth]

Thanks. I'm sure it will eventually. *hugs*

[lennaofmidearth]

*hugs*

Thanks! I'm already feeling much better.

[theladyfeylene]

You know there's nothing else I can say that I haven't said already. I just hope you're able to actually relax a little bit sometime soon. The week's halfway over already. Take as many little breaks as you need, and I'll make you some of your tea when you get home.

[lennaofmidearth]

Yeah, I know. And with everyone pretty much saying the same thing. But I am listening to it all. And I'm doing better.

*looks forward to tea in seven hours*

[theladyfeylene]

I know, it's tough for you. You've always been like this. But as long as you're doing better, that's the important thing.

You want anything special for dinner?

[lennaofmidearth]

Yeah, I am. And I finished the taxes and got payroll set up right. It's been really quiet this morning. Just doing some billing now.

We have no food. And I don't know if I'll be hungry. Oh crap. I don't have money for lunch. Okay, I will be hungry when I get home. I don't know, probably just grilled cheese or something. What are you guys having?