161 It just never seems to end

[lenndrix]

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[silverladys9sf]

That's sweet.

And it's hard to miss people. You deal with it in the way that helps you. ::HUGS:: Let me know if I can help.

[lenndrix]

You're going through the same thing. ::HUGS:: How do you deal with it?

[silverladys9sf]

I just try to deal with each moment as it happens. I'm busy. We talk a lot on the phone. And sometimes you just have to accept that you're sad and have a good cry or throw a tantrum or laze around and watch cheesy movies while eating ice cream. Of course, I got to see Jesse in November, so that helps, too. But you'll find a way, sweetie, I know it. And I'm always here to help. ::BIG HUGE SQUISHY MONKEY LLAMA HUGS::

[dreams_denied]

i wish you could see you &gabriel the way i see you &gabriel.

the way he talks about you, he's so confident in your relationship.
you guys are one of those couples that are so sweet, it makes me sick.

you know he loves you, &it will work out.
it will, i just know it.

it's good to hear that you had a good time, hope you're still doing well!

[lenndrix]

I know he loves me. He's one of those guys who wont let me forget. I just wish he was here. I miss him the most now. It's Christmas time, and my parents are fighting. He's so perfect for that. Whenever I'd get stressed out or he'd get stressed out, we could lay on my bed, legs intertwined so that you could barely tell the differance. And yet, it was so comfortable. He has this way of making me feel like I'm the only girl alive. And I miss that the most.

[luckycee]

I know how it feels to be obsessed, and then worry that you're boring everyone to death about it. You can't help it.

[lenndrix]

Does it sound obsessive? That's what I worry about more than anything.

[luckycee]

It sounds like you feel that way.