idk what it is, or maybe im just screwed up, but i dont think that the youth church ppl really care if i go or not (except for mel and shana ( Read more... )

i am sssooo bored! i woke up, looked at my cell phone, and i thought it said 830, but it actually said 630. so i have been up for a while! i want to take a shower, but i know if i do ill end up just taking another one after another one cuz im so bored lol ( Read more... )

oy, im begaining to think that a lot of ppl either hate me or are getting annoyed with me. for instence on myspace, i post on alot of ppls myspaces and i never ever get a comment back from them, but they always comment on everyone elses. Those guys are just bitches then ( Read more... )

so today i went to my dads and visited noelle for a few hours, went to erics (i almost cryed cuz they are moving) and i settled out some peace with my dad ( Read more... )

One of my MAJOR problems went away thank the Lord! But now a new one came up and i couldnt sleep becuase of it. I think this guy likes me and i dont like him, so im trying to think of a good way to let him down if he tells me. who knows, i could be wrong and he might not like me, but im 85% sure he does. my problem is still pretty bad with my ( Read more... )

i never thought i was really the kind of person that got afraid easily, but then alot of things that scare me have been happening. Becuase of this, i cant sleep. I am having terrible nightmares and they have been going on for about a week ( Read more... )

ok, so lets see. on thursday sasha never came out of school to pick me up and take me home. I was ssssoooooo pissed off, like to the max. she left me hangin at school and never told me. I got really parinoide and scared, i walked over to liz glasses house, she was really nice about it and let me stay there until my mom came to pick me up. ( Read more... )

ok, so, i sent my stepmom on sunday night an email about what happened over the weekend with my father figure. i never got one back ( Read more... )

i got back from my dads house early cuz he was being an ass.. long story.. i might tell it some other time maybe ( Read more... )

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