And the saga continues....
Do you guysremember, last year, in March, or earlier when i made that entry about the house going on sale in march, well, i guess its a ritual. The house is going on sale in march even if we aren't moving, its highly depressing. we are going to move either this summer or next summer, but even if we don;t move this summer, we want the house sold because this was we can rent and don't ahve to worry about seeling the house later because anyway we don't know when we'll be leaving or where we'll be going so it would be much easier to move if you don't own a place. But i don't think its fair to seel this house if we aren't going to move from East Haddam. i mean some ppl i realyl care about live when i do now and if we still live in east haddam or moodus, i would get to see those who go to hale ray, but not those who go to xavier, and i really care about Ryan and Mike. So, its not fair. Also, We have no idea where we are going, we could be going to Madison, Wisconsin, or even to italy, or any other place where my mom applied for a phd position. The thing is, in a way, i would much rather go abck to italy because i wouldn't ahve to worry about anything else bc we would stay in one place, and i can always come back for college because i did live here. But at the same time, in italy university is free aside from where you live, and then you hope to live w/ your family, and i could come here for a masters degree, but that's beside the point. If i went back to italy, it would be better bc school would be better. I would go to a linguistic high school (bc in italy once you get into high school, you decode what you want to do w/ your life and you go to a high school which specializes in that) and there i would learn english(haha) spanish (meh) french(good) and german(yay!) this way, even though i'd need to catch up on italian grammar and history, i woudl ahve jsut about 2 free classes to do it, because face it, who could teach me english now? i would just correct the teacher, and for spanish, i know a lot already bc i'm in spanish 3. so, its pretty cool. and i would actually be excited, and those who i really care about, would be able to keep in touch w/ me bc of im and emails and phone, even though it would cost a bit more, but not much if you ahve a calling card, and even though the times would be different and i would need to study a ton, we would amke it work. plus once i'm older i can come back whenever i want. so, for some reason, i'm not upset about that. Well, i figured i'll let you all know that.