Re: i don't want to explain tonight all the things i try to hideleopardxcoreJanuary 12 2004, 18:26:49 UTC
lily i love you. im not going into all this now but you are one of the most important people in my life. what are you doing this weekend? ill talk to you later. i miss you a lot.
don't mention my name, make sure you know the truth.itselectricJanuary 12 2004, 20:22:16 UTC
no, i actually think you should get into all of this now.
i don't understand how you can say such things as: "like how i know how much you love me and how you care but you never show it." you shouldn't really feel like you're getting shit on, especially if that's the statement you're going to use as your reason. honestly, how often do you try to talk to me.. i'm pretty sure that you don't talk to me often. i do try to talk to you when i see you online, or if i call you (of course) in which i show how much i LOVE you.
or "i feel like i always need someone else." how is that supposed to make your close friends feel? if you want someone, you know you have a lot of people who would willingly be there for and with you. i am one of those many people. ashley, you know that all you have to do is reach out.
the same deal with "i never see anyone"i can only speak for myself, and i'm the only person i want to speak for, but you don't try to hang out with me. it's very irresponsible to say something like that. like i said, it takes two
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Re: don't mention my name, make sure you know the truth.leopardxcoreJanuary 12 2004, 21:44:06 UTC
you werent responsible for this. even if some of these things could be seen in our relationship right now, it wasnt about you. you arent the person that sparked me feeling this way. youre seriously the last person i would think didnt care about me. i know i have so many people i can turn to at any hour of the day and im one of the luckiest people in the world for that reason alone but that doesnt mean that i dont feel that way sometimes. i miss you and i sort of felt you didnt care whether or not we hung out recently. i never asked i just felt. so i was wrong.
please don't get a mind like an average 15 year old. that would not be cool. it's good to be unique. it's also good to realize you're 15 and have a whole mess of living and loving to do, and things aren't the be all end all at this point in your life.
i don't see anyone except christine, really... but she's leaving to PV next month. ashley, let's start seeing each other. wink wink. and then, when you get your license, we'll have fun driving all around PV getting lost looking for christine. it'll be awesome. i love you.
we have to hang out more. i dont know why we dont now. and when i get my license, we'll never be home! well yes we will. espically for movie nights. i love you lauren. you make me feel better.
I love you Ashley. And when I get my liscense I will drive to ghetto Hawthorne to see you and you better drive you and lauren down to the O.C and hang out! I love you, you are my best friend. <3
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im not going into all this now but you are one of the most important people in my life.
what are you doing this weekend? ill talk to you later.
i miss you a lot.
<3
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i don't understand how you can say such things as:
"like how i know how much you love me and how you care but you never show it."
you shouldn't really feel like you're getting shit on, especially if that's the statement you're going to use as your reason. honestly, how often do you try to talk to me.. i'm pretty sure that you don't talk to me often. i do try to talk to you when i see you online, or if i call you (of course) in which i show how much i LOVE you.
or "i feel like i always need someone else."
how is that supposed to make your close friends feel? if you want someone, you know you have a lot of people who would willingly be there for and with you. i am one of those many people. ashley, you know that all you have to do is reach out.
the same deal with "i never see anyone"i can only speak for myself, and i'm the only person i want to speak for, but you don't try to hang out with me. it's very irresponsible to say something like that. like i said, it takes two ( ... )
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even if some of these things could be seen in our relationship right now, it wasnt about you.
you arent the person that sparked me feeling this way.
youre seriously the last person i would think didnt care about me.
i know i have so many people i can turn to at any hour of the day and im one of the luckiest people in the world for that reason alone but that doesnt mean that i dont feel that way sometimes.
i miss you and i sort of felt you didnt care whether or not we hung out recently. i never asked i just felt. so i was wrong.
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i don't see anyone except christine, really... but she's leaving to PV next month. ashley, let's start seeing each other. wink wink. and then, when you get your license, we'll have fun driving all around PV getting lost looking for christine. it'll be awesome. i love you.
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and when i get my license, we'll never be home!
well yes we will. espically for movie nights.
i love you lauren. you make me feel better.
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that cant be true.
i dont like it.
ugh!
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i wish more people were like you.
ill be in O.C. all the frigin time dude. i cant wait.
i love you.
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