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[lerch]

today someone asked me the stupidest question i have ever heard in my entire life. i was working at the sno cone stand and someone had the fucking nerve to ask me, "what does strawberry taste like?" maybe it's just me, but i think that question answers itself?! i couldn't even think of a way to answer politely, it was that fucking unintelligent

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[orbital]

Sadly, I think it's a place most of us find ourselves in. I kinda feel the same way.

I'd love to just pack up and leave to somewhere. But it's like you said..Right now, I'm not quite where I want to be in life..and it's so hard for me to even fathom where I want to be. Life (especially school) puts such a huge pressure on us to decide what we want to do so early, and I'm scared shitless of making the wrong decision and looking back at my life 10 years from now going, "I wasted so much time of my life." Or worse, 20 years from now. I know you can always start over..but the thought of re-deciding what I want out of life after 10/20 years of something else just frightens me. There's a reason why women around the age of 40 make up a huge percentage of Prozac prescription carriers.

I'm just afraid of leaving Austin and being depressed somewhere else. I think I need a change..but a change of what?

<3 I feel ya, Lerch. Anytime you want to chill and talk, just find me.