I have  become insatiably obsessed with the man who gave me a copy of "Notes from Underground", instead of his phone number ( Read more... )

 WELL HELL ITS THE NEW YEAR WHOOP ( Read more... )

Baaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

fucking humbug?

I'm Alyssa Marie.

The seventeen year old wine fiend at the end of the table adjacent to the family consuming their well prepared christmas meal.

I have the cyncism of a thirteen year old, the sex appeal of a thumb tack, and the concious mind of a heart surgeon.
Why the holidays make me this way ( Read more... )

There's one thing I want to say, so I'll be brave.
You were what I wanted, I gave what I gave.
I'm not sorry I met you, I'm not sorry it's over.
I'm not sorry there's nothing to save.

Live through this and you won't look back.

The phone slips from a loose grip, words were missing some apologies.
I didn't want to tell you this, no- It's just some girl he's been hanging out with.
I don't know- the past couple weeks, I guess.

So "Thank you" and hang up the phone, let the funeral start, 
hear the casket close let's pin split-black ribbons to your overcoat.
Well, laughter comes ( Read more... )

I have JUST decided I will continue writing in this journal throughout high school until I'm fully graduated, I might as well I figure ( Read more... )

Hi light of today: The fact that I probably have to wear strapless pieces of clothing for the remainder of this week on a count of  the sun making me its bitch while attending a family affair at Grand Beach yesterday. Oh, its not just my whole enitre upper-back, my nose is making a cameo appearance in this tomatoe-ish theatrical called  "My ( Read more... )

Today is a fucking pisshead.

and with that, I say

piss on today!

And tommorow,
and the next, fuck!

I don't feel the need to explain stories and validate myself in the situations occuring, however life is an endless wonder of frustrations today, and I feel the need to address the issue simply out of my boredom, all in hopes of ridding myself of this ( Read more... )

OH HAPPY DAY!

WHEN JESUS WAAASHED
(when Jesus waaaaaashed)

WHEN JESUS WASHED
(when Jesus waaaaaashed)

JESUS WAAAAASHED
(when Jesus washed)

WASHED MY SINS AWAAAAAAY.

(ohhhhhh happy day)

Me as of 1:52 tommorow:


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Social Networking websites have officially gone out of hand.

Not only have I come to discover and accept that both of my cousins on my dad's side are on Facebook, but much to my dismay my 13 year old step sister added me tonight, which also lead to the discovery of my dad's wife who also joined the plague of  the 2 dimensional still life universe.

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