i don't believe in myself too much these days. will change soon. aka now.

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Well. I am done with all my finals and with all of college. I only wait to graduate. I have an audition on Monday for Phoenix Theatre that I need to take more seriously (ie: actually practice for). Somehow I managed to go to college for free, and end up with more money afterward than when I began. I don't know if any other institution will grant me ( Read more... )

Not working on homework ( Read more... )

i know this is probably redundant
but
i don't like being unhappy.

and i don't like having to be busy to not be unhappy.

This one is called Joel's Staycation ( Read more... )

non committal self centered unapologetic people irritate me

spring break's over ( Read more... )

going to NETC auditions in boston.
got called in for a cirque audition in vegas at the end of the month. when vegas calls, you go.
two months left of this madness. maybe less.
need to go to the gym more.

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Unnecessary stress.
Exhaustion.
Poor.
Tired.

Good night.
Hello, Spring Break.

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February and March. The lush sparkle of the birthday season dulls, and the stars align in such a way to make my head ill and swim with thoughts of incompetence and inadequacy. December and January are usually glorious months filled with the best changes in my life, and February and March reverse the cycle violently to where I can't catch my breath ( Read more... )