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when I barely moved here (i was four) I never complained about anything big...once I turned 14 and 15 suddenly everything is not enough.
Sometimes I get so tired I feel like moving and starting somewhere new, clean slate, new reputations. No offense to you all, I love all of my friends soo much!!!!!
But I just want everything new.... when I talk ( Read more... )
Sometimes I get so tired I feel like moving and starting somewhere new, clean slate, new reputations. No offense to you all, I love all of my friends soo much!!!!!
But I just want everything new.... when I talk ( Read more... )
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i can see what you're "frustrating" about.
i mean...
sometimes there seems like there HAS to be MORE...
routine gets boring sometimes.
:/
but you never know how you'll feel 10 years from now looking back on your uh..not childhood...mm.."adolescence" there ya go.
just try to enjoy yourself "now."
:)
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thanks 'nessa
you understand :)
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yeah...i've been there don't worry.
but then i look at my friends...and
now i see that i wouldn't leave this place
for the world...or for all the money in it. lol.
cept when i graduate...cause then i'll have to move
on...even tho i don't want to.
i'm pretty scared. we've grown up so fast..we're already
smores!!!
i still remember when i was in the third grade....
i wish i could relive my life and fix some errors lol.
see how i actually was back then..you know? lol.
luve you!
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I mean it is true that so much time has passed so fast
I mean a couple days ago it just randomly hit me that my brother's already twenty years old...when did that happen?? hehe
and last year went pretty fast and one more year and we're juniors already....
i understand this but idk...sometimes I just feel like "grr" you know?
well thanks...
i love you too love!!
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in three years=college. :////
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scary thought...
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but in a way its like...i want
to enjoy what we have here cause
i know in a blink of an eye we're
gunna have to leave. the thing i
like about here is that your never
too far away from your friends...
never too far away from much actually
which in a sense is comforting...as
i told nessa not too long ago lol
like once we leave...if we do. like
things will all change && we'll prolly
be far apart..so ya i guess it kinda
sucks...but for now im just trying to
enjoy it. && so ya...prolly none of that
made sense so you can prolly just ignore it
lol
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no it made sense and you are right
i should be enjoying it now, especially high school with you all 'cause it's only going to come around once
i guess these depressing "i must get out" thoughts just hit me during the summer....when i'm at home all day every day and it's just frustrating.....(no offense to my family of course i love them)
during school though when i'm with all of you guys it's so much more different...i never think those thoughts..i'm just happy
but idk...
man can you believe we're sophmores already?
sometimes i think back to when we were in Crockett...
i'm going to start crying so i'll stop now, lol
well thanks maee
love ya!!
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wimp who thought back to crockett
&& felt like crying hah its just
hard to see how fast life has
gone by...so ya..all we can do is
enjoy what we have now :]
ily♥
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:))
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