I need new pants REALLY badly. I want to get some that fit me well, and don't fall off my lack of an ass. I am thinking bootcut ones from the Express or American Eagle. There like $40 and thats so lame thouhg. I wanted to go to the natick mall, but my sister won't drive me there, and my dad was like "no" talk about it with your mom. I badly need ( Read more... )

I hate to drag the whole freaking world down with me. But I am seriously down in the dumps. I really can't help it. I feel like a truly hate me for who I am right now. I am completely mixed up, confused, angry, sad, lonely, ashamed, fat, ugly, everything bad. You can say that i'm not, but right now my brain is telling me that I am soo ugly and fat ( Read more... )

I am getting my haircut this tuesday. It will be short, choppy and chemically straightened. I need a change from this long, knotted wavy hair. It's way to hard to take care of. I need change, and I want it too ( Read more... )

Happy, Chanukah ( Read more... )

well, I have a new journal. Fortunitly, i'm still going be using this one..but the other one is for my poetry, writing, and photos...(if I every figure out how to upload them and stuff.)

PLEASE add it to your friends list, (or i'll get bitchy)
the username is _thend

Don't you just hate the embaresment of when your english teacher reads a book, and has to say "strapless bra" so he announces that hes never spoken those two words in his entire life..so you the hero of the day..must continue with the provacitive reading of two young people making out in a field, in front of the whole class ( Read more... )

school isn't so dreadful. It's not that place that makes me droan in moans, and skip its loathing hard work. It slips itself into me, as easy as a new day comes. All that comes, reanforces me even more with a thrust of motivation. I no longer hate it. I no longer wait for the year to be over. It sounds like alien talk to me...but I know its what I ( Read more... )

does anyone wanna be my boyfriend?

Baby, you've been going so crazy ( Read more... )

your pushing me over the edge. I'm going to pull the trigger one of these days. I'm such an ugly friend, and I know it. But your a hideous one now. Don't even try to conceal it behind all this foolishness.

I'm not a fucking backup plan. I'm a person. Don't treat me like second hand dirt.