Opportunities...
Still learning that life doesn't usually give a second chance for the same deal - you get the first one or you miss out. It is especially vivid in Canada, where everyone is so bloody competitive - at work, with friendships - everything. You snooze - you loose.
I am still adjusting to it. But yet, many times I just make the choice that fits my mentality better in stead of running after the opportunities... don't know what is better: get bitchy, grab what I can and try running with it (so to speak) or listen to my mind saying "do the right thing". Fuck, I think I am loosing my youthfulness when I could just get it and go - doesn't matter if it works or not. Doesn't - move on. I am starting to consider too many things. Each year there are more variables in my life which do not fit into "get it and run" mentality... growing up I guess... but hope I don't get old in my thoughts...
I am still adjusting to it. But yet, many times I just make the choice that fits my mentality better in stead of running after the opportunities... don't know what is better: get bitchy, grab what I can and try running with it (so to speak) or listen to my mind saying "do the right thing". Fuck, I think I am loosing my youthfulness when I could just get it and go - doesn't matter if it works or not. Doesn't - move on. I am starting to consider too many things. Each year there are more variables in my life which do not fit into "get it and run" mentality... growing up I guess... but hope I don't get old in my thoughts...