Haha, that would be my friend Bunni (who was Varg at the time). It's her in the background molesting the mannequin, because I told her to and took a picture of it. I then promised her I'd make a layout of it. I decided quite a while ago I should change it, but have been to lazy to make a new layout. Till I'm motivated, that's how it stays.
Actually, I thank you for that. I mean, I put it in there and I always appreciate honesty, but I know what to expect and don't like it. I'll probably get a bit of 'you're too harsh/sarcastic/cynical/other supposedly bad traits.' I get it a lot, so I won't be surprised, but it still hurts a bit. It's one thing for me to recognize that I am these things, but it's another for someone else to point them out.
i really never found you cynical. maybe things change, apres soccer, but i have seen you before and you always just appear amused to me. maybe it's sarcasm, but you don't seem harsh. EXCEPT ON YOURSELF. if you could hear me, i'd be giggling because i'm sarcastic too and you are a bit too harsh on yourself. just remind yourself that you're awesome.
I think I'm cynical. It's just because I don't like humanity...but I like humans. It's weird. I don't like humanity itself, but that doesn't mean I hate all people I see, you know? I still make friends, I just don't like what humanity as a species is doing to the world.
I know I'm harsh on myself. *laugh* I find it the way to get things done. If I'm harsh on myself I find more to work on, and things end up coming out better.
I myself tend to enjoy sarcasm.
Secretly *looks around* I have self esteem problems. It never really appears that way online of offline, at least not that often...but I do doubt myself often, though I hide and it and continue on with what I'm doing. *shrug* I have a feeling everyone gets like that from time to time.
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and i love you. even though i'm a loser and posted something not even remotely serious here.
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Actually, I thank you for that. I mean, I put it in there and I always appreciate honesty, but I know what to expect and don't like it. I'll probably get a bit of 'you're too harsh/sarcastic/cynical/other supposedly bad traits.' I get it a lot, so I won't be surprised, but it still hurts a bit. It's one thing for me to recognize that I am these things, but it's another for someone else to point them out.
But I asked for it, so at least I'm prepared.
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I know I'm harsh on myself. *laugh* I find it the way to get things done. If I'm harsh on myself I find more to work on, and things end up coming out better.
I myself tend to enjoy sarcasm.
Secretly *looks around* I have self esteem problems. It never really appears that way online of offline, at least not that often...but I do doubt myself often, though I hide and it and continue on with what I'm doing. *shrug* I have a feeling everyone gets like that from time to time.
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