had a good convo with my dad this afternoon and i think i want to just try to work at starbucks and cancel the one date i have booked for jersey. i was gonna book more but i'll hear back tomorrow if they'll hire me. please please please please cross your fingers EVERYONE!!!

i think that harder than they can should start out with a drum fill.

i don't know what happens in my brain sometimes. it's really surreal to think that so much of what goes on up there is so so out of my control. control. like what you have a handle on. i have not handle on my moods sometimes. and sometimes that's a good thing and it can yeild really cool songs and emotions. but shit happens...like i crave ( Read more... )

i started wearing these magnetic finger rings tonight that are supposed to make me healthier or something...and now i think my body is radiating....i don't know what i'm talking about. i'm so not getting any sleep tonight. i am magneto!

i had a rather impromptu journey to cape cod last night at about 8:45. i just left. sorry if ya'll didn't know...if you care. i know i told lily and maybe spencer ( Read more... )

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had a great day with tommy. i miss him so much up here when he's back in jersey. he fuckin rocks my gay ass world. i'm so jealous of new jersey for keeping him there. he really helps me sort things out. we've spent more time together than just about anyone i've ever known except maybe my sis or my parents. I'm doing a lot of thinking about ( Read more... )

List five songs that you are currently digging... It doesn't matter what genre they are from, whether they have words or even if they're any good but they must be songs you're really enjoying right now. Post these instructions in your blog along with your five songs. Then tag five other people to see what they're listening to ( Read more... )

my latest mixes are sounding really good. with a few minor tweaks, they'll be rockin out REAL soon. it's gonna be nuuuts ( Read more... )

what do i want? i have this pop EP. it's pop. i guess that's what i've been shooting for. lately though i don't know how i feel about pristine vocals and autotune and perfection. it's like something i don't want to live up to or something. like it's fine i guess....i think i like listening to my tracks so far because it sounds so good. the ( Read more... )

so the old ball and chain and i are both taking the same survey at the lovely hour of 4:28am. here the fuck you go.

What You Really Think Of Your Friends

Tommy is your soulmate.
You truly love Alice.
You consider Lily your true friend.
You know that Satan is always thinking of you.
You'll remember Sarah for the rest of your life.
You secretly ( Read more... )