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[lesbinums_lover]

I want something or someone to live for
But thats slowly dying
And I don't want to realize myself right now

... sleep will fix it.. yes thats it

I so three nights this week
four last week

I can't remember previous weeks

I dont think someone should cry themselves to sleep that much? but thats just my opinion and we all know that dosent

Comments

[kwanboa]

You've totally got to start trying to focus on the positive, hon. I know, I KNOW that it's hard up there to do that (GOD DO I KNOW) but a good try is necessary...instead of focusing on who you don't have, focus on who you do have. You're plenty popular, have friends, and people who love you...look to them and be content, if not happy. Whatever's making you cry yourself to sleep...see if you can't minimize it by finding joy in something else.

And finally...the someone to live for is yourself. Really. Relying on other people to give you that (if you do completely rely on them) only leads to pain...I know, I went down that road about four years ago and it was horrible.

Okay. I'm done being all uplifty and junk, but hey...maybe think about some of the things I've said?

[lesbinums_lover]

I will think about it sweetie
thank you

[xxcurious__]

i agree with what she said.
you shouldnt be sad all that time.
dont worry about everyone else, just work on what you want done.
things always have their way of working out
no matter how long, or painful it is.

but, even though we haven't really talked that much lately, if you need anything or just want to vent and scream i'm here.

so cheer up my dearie. though i know everythings stressful with publics and whatever else is going on but remember, it'll all be over with before you know it. time goes wayyy to fast.

[lesbinums_lover]

Thank you meaghan! I agree time does go far too fast but i've yet to figure out if thats a good or bad thing
<3,
Kris

[lesbinums_lover]

My self is never constant :/ I think I have many of them