Mom says her body is giving up on her. She says that this happens to dying people. The circulatory system gives out and their feet and hands turn blue. Eventually it goes to the heart. I'm in denial big time because I can't handle this. I can handle anyone else dying but just not her, she means to much to me. I sound like a freak but shes been the ( Read more... )

Her skeletal remains are trying to crawl out of the cage of which I'm trying to force her to hold on.

Ugh ( Read more... )

Piggy has to pull through this. With this many people loving you how could you not... right?



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This has been the absolute most dreaful weekend I've ever experienced in my life. I woke up saturday and was lying in bed cuddling with piggy as the usual, and I noticed fleas ( Read more... )

I love you
as I know you love me
and I respect you
I wish you'd respect me
and my right to decision
and the fact that I view nudity as something completely different than you
so please respectmy space my privacy and my acctions
act not as a parent but as a friend please and support me don't force me to comply by your morals.

I need you right now you're like an addiction and I miss you and I love you and I want the old times back. Fucking old times. They're the top cause of suicide you know that? I don't even understand biology I DONT UNDERSTAND BIOLOGY. Yes, I said it.

If we get a storm I'll be a good girl and study alot more.

Mom:
"Kristen.. I guess you should get those vaccination forms in tomorrow
...oh thats right
YOU'RE NOT ALOWED IN SCHOOL TOMORROW"

FUCK THE LAST DAY FOR MY GRAD FEES ARE TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
GUESS ALONG WITH BEING SUSPENDED I CAN'T GRADUATE EITHER!!!

It dosent matter if you're nice
It just matters if you have the prettiest friends and the hottest parties
...to the "in" crowd.

..This is the weirdest feeling I've ever had. Cought between what Ive known and what could be.... Not exactly sure if you're the one for me...
...I guess we'll just have to wait and see
...:/